Title: Cluain Eois

Pairing: Kinda SakuSasu

Rating: T

Genre: Angsty/ Tragedy

Beta-ed by: No one, and the MS spell checker is broken, so please excuse any grammar mistakes and such.

Summary: AU. I'm running. There they were, closer and closer. I didn't turn my head like I wanted to but I just know. I can feel it.I can just imagine their sick, twisted smiles for managing to capture a freak. A abomination. A monster. A Cluain Eois.

Prompts: Night World...and when Shii suddenly attacked me from behind.

Word Count: 1,411

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I don't own Naruto, Night World, and Regeneration. They belong to their respective owners.

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Run

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Im running.

Im running as fast as I can, even though I know I can't be fast as him but I can still try. I know I don't have the same kind of stamina as him, but I can try.

There are no word, no thoughts, only feelings---sensations as I ran. Faster and faster, drawing energy from my anger, from my grief, from my terror.

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You shouldn't ever look back.

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Shouldn'tShouldn'tShouldn't.

I looked back, twisting my head over my shoulder.

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If you're ever tempted and do look back...

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"There she is! Get her!"

There were three men running after me.

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Run. Stop looking and run.

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I continued running.

I won't pretend though. I won't pretend that I'm brave, that I can outrun them...Because I can't. I'm scared.

Scared. Scared. Scared.

I found myself running faster and faster. Running in panic in a place I don't know very well.

"She's getting away!"

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(Why don't you just accept it!?)

(Accept what? That I'm a freak? A monster? A Lusus Naturae---)

(Don't get smartass with me young perfectly well that you aren---)

(Ofcourse I'm not. It's not like I was born in a laboratory and was always tested---)

(You are not like that. You aren't a lab rat nor---)

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Run. Don't ever look back.

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I can't let them capture me. I don't want to d---

Something like a gunshot caught my attention and cut off my train of thought.

Fuck. They're using guns.

There they were, closer and closer. I didn't turn my head like I wanted to but I just know. I can feel it.

Shit! Come on, faster! Faster!

I put more energy to my legs. Trees fly by. My hair came out of it's ponytail. Long strands were hitting my face. All I can see is pink and green, but I don't have time to worry about my appearance, or my hair for that matter when I'm being hunted down.

I feel like a deer running desprately to safety.

Prey.

Except there is no safety.

I shouldn't be running , what choice do I have? The others were already taken and some were running away.

Like me.

I shook my head to get rid of my thoughts. I've gotta keep running.

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Run far, far away from here.

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(STOP IT! STOP FEEDING ME WITH YOUR FUCKED UP LIES! )

(I'LL STOP IF YOU'LL EVER STOP PRETENDING WHAT YOU'RE NOT!)

(OH~ LIKE YOU'RE PRETENDING THAT IM NOT A MONSTE---)

(SLAP!)

(Stop talking like that, can't you see? You're special. Why,why, why can't you see it? The beauty, the miracle—)

(MIRACLE!? LOOK AT ME! I AM NOT A MIRACLE! I AM A ABOMONATION! THIS IS AGAINST WHAT I BELIEVED FOR SEVENTEEN YEARS! SEVENTEEN FUCKED UP YEARS! LOOK AT ME! TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE MOTHER.)

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(NO, I'LL TELL YOU WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SEE, THEY SEE A NORMAL GIRL WITH NORMAL FRIENDS, WITH NORMAL FAMILY, WHO HAS A NORMAL LIFE! BUT WHAT THEY DONT KNOW IS THAT---)

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I can still hear it.

I can still hear mother.

I can still the shouts and occational gunshot of the men running after me.

'Run faster' I ordered my body.

Faster!

I ran, and ran, and ran, but I can still somewhat hear them.

I... can't keep up with this pace...

But I do. My breath came out as hard pants, I can hear my heart as it pumps faster and faster almost as if it would be ripped out from my ribcage.

I tried to find some place-any place- that I can get my breath back. Even for a minute.

There!

I stopped my running and tried go there.

Wrong Choice.

My muscles started to knot, but even as I kept them stretched as I started to jog and run again. It was a wrong choice. Fatigue was fastly creeping up on me. It was hard .

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Go away, and never ever come back.

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I heard the gun shoot before I felt it.

I stumbled for a few minutes but continued running, even though it hurt to move even a step.

Dammit. That hurt like a bitch!

I cursed in my head as blotches were beginning to appear in my vision.

I feel so dizzy...

But I continued running.

I can't let them...capture me...

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But...

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My running slowed to a jog, but I pursuaded by body to move. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a figure running.

Towards me.

No! They got me surrounded!

Nononononono.

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...Wouldn't...

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I was tempted to turn back, but maybe I could still punch that guy( or was it a girl? ) out of commission, but I knew that was useless.

No. I can't...Let...Them...

Let them...what?

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...it be better...

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My mind can't keep up anymore. I still continued. Hoping, praying to whatever god up it was no use. Even if if there was one, the higher being probably was ignoring me.

If...If I ever get free, I would probably become a doctor. I want to help people instead causing pain and suffering. If I get out of here...

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...But,

...What for?

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I turned my head again to look at the men running after me, they were only few more yards away but I can't see their faces anymore but I can just imagine their smiles for managing to capture a freak. A abomination. A monster.

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Why should I try to continue to live? What for?

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I turned my head forward again. My eyesight was getting more and more blurry and movements more and more sluggish. The person was getting nearer. My body was beginning to become heavier and numb.

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For what purpose?

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...for you...

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Numbness.

That's weird I can't really feel my body anymore. I was just...Running. I think that's a good thing.

I wouldn't feel the pain.

And like that, I had a enlightenment.

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...to just.

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Maybe, just maybe, they won't capture me.

Maybe, just maybe they'll just kill me swiftly. The corners of my mouth twitched upwards...

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What should I live for?

(Why?)

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Yes, Death would be better. More merciful.

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...Die?

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With that thought I stopped.

Stopped running.

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...Nothing...

(Stop. Please)

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Stopped pretending everything will be fine.

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(Whymewhymewhyme.)

...I should just die...

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Stopped clinging on, on a stupidstupidstupid piece of hope that maybe (pleasepleaseplease) just maybe someone will come.

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(Idon'twanttodie. Savemesavemesaveme)

...One less freak in the world...

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Stopped...And I embraced my fate.

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After all I'm not important...

(Somebody---).

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... I closed my eyes...

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(---Anybody...)

...Afterall I'm not human

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...And collapsed.

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(Please...)

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"Sakura!" a male voice shouted.

...Sas...uke?

And then everything went black.

...Afterall I am just a mere clone.

(...Helpme)

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....Umm, yeah. The enlightenment thingie, I can't think of another word to replace it, so sorry -__-

Shii the plot bunny(okay I named it...him...her) just ran over me and I was struggling to keep up. I have a really weird case, Shii-chan goes away for months and only comes back for finals week. Very distracting. So to my dear readers, watch out for new updates...mostly stories, every...finals...week...

Maybe I can just do my best to update?

So, yeah. Was it good, bad, horrible? I'm gonna continue this based on the readers choice (Yes Maiya, that includes you) I don't want to continue something that I can't seem to finish through and through. Though I kindasortamaybe want to make this as a story but ehh~, but maybe. I'm thinking about it. So I would appreciate it if you vote on my poll.

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