A/N: Okay, so this is my first fic so I apologize if my writing is crappy and there are mistakes and whatnot. I also apologize beforehand if Hikigaya seem OOC, I have trouble writing in other perspectives. Anyways, hope you all enjoy and please review and give me some constructive criticism.

Next update should be by the end of the week. Oh and the format may be weird, as I said this is my first time posting anything here.


A is for Association

Association.

I hate that word. I don't like associating with others. Association is one of the many words I hate. Just hearing it makes me sigh in annoyance. I have a lot of words that I hate: Emotions, Youth, Society, Participation and Friends among others. Now, I have reasons as to why I don't like these words; allow me to explain.

I don't understand emotions, never really have. I'm a logical thinker therefore, I apply logic to every situation. Never emotions. My logical thinking can, in a way, be my downfall; If all those talks with Hiratsuka-sensei tells me anything.

Youth is plain and simple. I had a terrible one, heck I'm still having a bad one. So, to all of those raijus out there I have one thing to say to you; Go fuck yourselves. Pardon my French.

Society is the thing I blame for my views. I understand how society works and it has made me bitter. So, as with youth, Society you can go fuck yourself too. Again, pardon my French [1].

Anyways, you get the idea. I hate a lot of words but I most especially hate association. I don't like interacting with others. After all, I am a self proclaimed loner, heh.

Unfortunately for me, I have to associate with others on a day to day basis. No matter how hard I try not to.

I have to interact with a near 30 year old unmarried teacher with a devastating punch that can cripple any man [2].

A bubbly and big breasted airhead and her trio of idiots. A fiery blonde and her fake prince. A rotten fujoshi and an incredibly annoying guy with crappy orange hair, along with their unimportant friends [3].

A disgusting chunni and a majestic angel from heaven, one of the few that I enjoy interacting with. Not to mention a shy brocon who wears black lace [4].

A sly fox and a bitchy redhead who didn't appreciate my sacrifice [5].

A cold beauty with cold words and her equally, if not more, beautiful sister; the devil herself [6].

I interact with all of them, whether I like it or not. And I often get forced into manual labor just by being near them. My days are full of nothing but requests, cold insults, prodding at my psyche and much much more. Sigh, oh well C'est la vie [7].

Dammit. I really hate that word.


Notes

I think most will understand but just in case, here are the people I was referring.

[1] Not too sure if my explanations are up to par with what Hikigaya feels.

[2] Hiratsuka-sensei.

[3] Yuigahama and her friends: Miura, Hayama, Ebina, Tobe and those two unimportant guys.

[4] Zaimokuza, Totsuka and Kawasaki.

[5] Isshiki and Sagami.

[6] Yukinoshita and Haruno.

[7] Means " Shit happens" or " Such is life"