Santana's POV:
I sit here on my dorm room bed staring at the Skype icon on my laptop. I could just log on and tell Brittany how much I want her back but that would be selfish. I was holding her back by being so far from her but still calling her mine. But then again, it's been five weeks since I "unofficially" broke up with her, it would be nice to see how she's doing. This is the longest I have ever not talked to her so I cave and log into Skype and see Brittany is also online. Her profile picture used to be her with Lord Tubbington but now it's a picture of a blonde stick figure crying, with a big broken heart on it drawn in crayon. I know I'll blurt out something if I video chat with her so I send her a chat message:
Me: Hi Britt
A couple of minutes later she replies.
Brittany: hi
I quickly respond. Even though we talk to each other like strangers, everything somehow feels okay right now.
Me: How are you?
Brittany: okay..
I can tell things aren't okay. I wish I was there with her.
Me: You sure?
After a few more minutes she replies again.
Brittany: I have to go bye (She signs off of Skype.)
Brittany S. Pierce is currently offline and will receive your message the next time s/he logs in.
I just stare at the screen in awe and realize that I have hurt her so much that she doesn't even want to talk to me. Why did I break up with her? Whenever I even think of her name this hole in my heart where she used to be hurts a little bit more. I look down at the shirt I'm wearing: white, with the word 'Lebanese' in black across the chest. I miss Brittany more than anything. I miss what we had.
Brittany's POV:
Every day after school I immediately log onto Skype in the hopes that one of these days I will gather the courage to message Santana. My heart skips a beat when a chat from her pops up on my screen.
Santana: Hi Britt
There is so much I want to say to her but I panic.
Me: hi
She immediately answers
Santana: How are you?
Terrible. I have lost everything this year including you. I want nothing more than to hug you and never let go.
Me: okay..
Santana: You sure?
I spend a couple of minutes trying to think of a response but the only thing that would make me feel better is having her with me so I just log off.
Me: I have to go bye
I log off.
I am sitting here on my bed cuddling Lord Tubbington as the tears roll down my cheeks. I miss her so much and I need her now more than ever, but we broke up. I just want things to be the same as they were before; when Kitty wasn't mean to me, when I was still senior class president, and when I had my girlfriend to tell me that everything was going to be okay.
Sorry this chapter is so short! Review and tell me if you want this to be updated.
-Kate
