A shiver ran down my spine as we sat there, not looking at each other. I wanted to so badly because he was so beautiful, but yet so unreal. I felt as if I surveyed his beauty he would suddenly disappear. "Edward, when are you going to talk to me?" I asked barely a whisper, knowing he could hear me. I averted my gaze from the blade of grass in my fingers to look at him sitting there. He shook his head, almost unnoticeable. "What do you want me to say, Bella?" he said through clenched teeth. "You know I'd probably rip you to shreds if we tried. Why don't we wait until your a vampire?" he said. "And when is that going to happen!? You don't want that either Edward! What? Am I not good enough for you?" a tear was pooling on my eye.
In an instant I was in my back in our meadow with him on holding his weight over me. He had my wrists pinned above my head. "I could easily do it now—if you wanted me to. I could take you right here, in our meadow, under all of these stars." he purred in my ear. He kissed the side of my neck so carefully, he was barely touching it. I felt the ice cold shivers rack down my spine and so did he. A smile stretched across his gorgeous face. "Breathe Bella." I gasped for a breath as I smelled his scent. "Why do you do that to me?" I said with a slight of bitterness. He didn't answer. "I don't feel like—never mind." I said. "Bella, just come out with it." his honey sweet voice said. "I don't feel like, like you're physically attracted to m-me." I said.
He quickly pulled me to my feet and was in front of me. He embraced me into a different hug than I was used to. My hands were on his shoulders as he put his hands around my waist. He looked me in the eyes as he lowered his hands further and further down. His hands reached my ass and he squeezed it before going down to my thighs. He kissed me with more passion than he had ever showed me as he lifted me so my legs were wrapped around his waist. Our tongues moved with a heated rhythm. He held me there as he let me breath for air. Then he whispered in my ear "Bella, there is only one thing in this world that is harder for me to resist than your blood. Your body." I gasped as he lowered me back to the ground.
