Disclaimer: I do not own any of the original Twilight characters.. Too bad ):
Summary: When Bella has gone through a life of pain, she pushes everybody else away. Because she feels like she only hurts those who are close to her. She moves back to her home town when something happens in the town she was living in. and she will find friendship… true friendship.. Her brother who she's missed forever. She will find her family history that her mother Renee has been hiding from her for years. She will also find herself. She will find love. And hopefully… the solutions to her problems.
When there seems to be no hope, look deeper
As I drove my ford mustang (picture on my profile.!) into town I felt very excited to be able to see my brother Emmet… but not under these circumstances. Charlie, my father, knew I was coming put hasn't told my brother Emmet at all. Emmet and I are twins... so I don't know if he even remembers me at all. The last time I saw him was when we were both 5. But I hope he likes who I am... it's whatever if he don't like me then he don't like me. It's all up to him.
I left all of my friends in Florida... But I can still txt them. And talk to them, but it's just not the same as hanging out with them... I just hope that they don't forget me. I have millions of tattoos & piercings, some think I'm a freak & what not... but I don't care it's who I am & honestly I love it.
As I pulled my car into the driveway I've noticed that the lawn was noticed and that the house has been painted, but a long time ago because the paint looked old, but not so old that it was coming off.
Charlie came out side hugged me, led me up to my room... said his hello. I guess Emmet doesn't know that I was coming here… Charlie didn't tell him. Oh well.
I just unpacked my stuff for tomorrow and took a shower and went to bed. I woke up the next morning, noticed that my hair was a mess. I straitened it; put my eye liner on really dark. I got dressed in my electric blue skinny jeans, my skull studded belt, and my DotDotCurve:) shirt, and my knee high converse. I grabbed my bat- man hat, my bag, my phone and went down the stairs.
"Emmet stayed over at a friend's last night. I won't be home until late tonight, tell Emmet and the rest of the family." Charlie told me when I came down the stairs.
"Uhm… the rest of the family?"
"You'll understand after you meet the other people, well I'm off. See ya later kiddo." and off he went… I went outside, got into my car and drove off.
When I first got to the school, I went to the office got my schedule and went to the cafeteria. When I opened the door everybody stopped and acted like I was the plague.. Haha I think I might have fun with this.
I folded up my schedule and put it into my pocket and there was this one girly chick who kept on looking at me so I walked towards her, then she started to look uneasy so I jumped a little bit and yelled "BOO!" she got a bit scared and ran away. Then I heard a booming laugh. Huh.. That's a bit different, I've never heard a laugh that loud before… oh well then I kept on walking.
I looked at my schedule and saw that I had to first go to gym class, ohh what fun. I really hate gym class… but lucky for me I didn't have to participate because it was my first day but I did have to bring gym clothes tomorrow and he gave me a paper to sign… hummm…. okay then. So I just sat down and I got some pretty nasty looks from everybody.. Except from this one girl, who was very gorgeous. And it surprised me that she wasn't a part of the preppy group.. Or maybe she was but she just wasn't a bitch. Hummm I don't know and don't really want to think about it too much.
My next class was computer class so I went into that class, today was just a "catch –up day" for everybody, so I just took my drawing journal out and started to draw. Then the bell rang again, and the next class I had was social studies.. I sat in the back, and I like the teacher. She didn't judge me. The bell rang , I went to science. Same thing for that class, except for I didn't like that teacher. Then I went to choir, same thing for art, and language arts. Thank you! I'm actually hungry today. And its stuffed crust pizza. Yeses. I got my lunch and sat at a table in the very back. Then a whole bunch of kids sat with me.. Then the last person to attend the table had to pull an extra chair up. Hum… sucks to be him.. He was kind of cute though. Haha.
Then everybody else sat down… the big guy kept on looking at me, like I should know him then when I made eye contact with him he had a smile on his face and hope in his eyes. He must have seen the question in mine though.. Because he looked away. I wasn't really paying attention to the conversation at the table though because I was listening to my mp3 player, and funny enough none of the teachers had busted me for it yet. And then I started to look around and noticed that everybody, or mostly everybody in the cafeteria was staring at me.. Did I miss something? Hum… ohh well. Then the bell went off.
Then I went to math, and study hall and when the bell rang at the end of the day.. I was so happy to get out of there. I hate school. But then again who doesn't?
As I walked out of the school building, I saw everybody from my lunch table surrounding my car. And I heard the big guys next 4 words, because I shut my mp3 player off for two reasons.
The battery was dying.
And
I listen to the radio when I drive.
So the big guys' next words were…
"Why hello there sis."
Hummm….. I guess he did remember me.. And I guess he did say something at lunch.. Ohh well. Life's a bitch.
