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Song: Bury me deep inside your heart from HIM

Anime: Gakuen Heaven.

Bury me deep inside

Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be so dead so gone
So far away from life

Oh how I miss you, I still can see your smile feel your touch, almost see you but that is just an illusion. You're gone and will never return. "oh Keita" I whisper your name softly, hoping you can hear me "I miss you, please come back". The wind blows through my hair and touching my face softly as in a loving touch.

just Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart

A smile fills my face and the warmth of your love fills my heart. Laughter fills the air and before I could ask who was laughing I realised that it was me. Embarrassed I cover my mouth, how could I laugh about a thing like this? Your dead and I'm laughing about it how insane is that? Let stand how rude it is to laugh about your lover's death.

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, just you

'Why did you leave me? Why did you have to go? Oh I miss you so!' my thoughts ever repeating themselves in my head. I turn around to look through my bedside window, the same you used to visit me through. A smile visits my face again, with the memories of al the good times we had together. How you kissed me for the first time while we gazed at the stars. You were so sweet and innocent, I never could believe I was so lucky in life.

Let me never see the sun
And never see your smile
Let us be so dead and so gone
So far away from life

The sun comes up and blind my eyes, it is hard to imagine that there is still light out there, with you gone and all. It's been a year ago now but still your face haunts me. Especially this day because this was the day you came to BL Academy for the first time. Finally I turn away from the light and hope to never see the sun again, it reminds me too much of your smile.

Just close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart

You were everything I ever dreamed of and more, how could this happen? We had a fight because I was stupid enough to cheat on my perfect love, and suddenly you were lying in that hospital bed fighting for your life. I don't remember what I said in the argument only that you ran away and that two hours later the doctors called saying you were hit by a car. Now nothing remains of you except for my memory.But what if.. what if there is a heaven? Would you be waiting there with that perfect gorgeous smile of yours?

All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

I can almost see you standing there in the gates of heaven, with that smile and your arms wide to embrace me once again. Or would u have found another angel to love you like I did? Only the thought alone brakes my heart and becomes unbearable. Fuck I need to know if you're not making the same mistake as me.

That's the way it's always been
My heart stops beating only for you Baby
Only for your loving

I open my bedroom window and take a deep breath, should I do it? Yes I cant wait any longer. The mussels in my legs tensed and a second later I feel that free feeling when you fall. I didn't even feel the ground I just saw al my perfect moments with you just before al went dark.

All I ever wanted was you, my love
The light returns so bright
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love

I can see you smile

You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

your arms so warm and alive

You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

Oh I love you so…

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