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This is my newest fic. Its sad but I think it makes sense. So here it goes...
Don't Know What You Got Til Its Gone
~By Chibikai.
I sat in my bathroom, alone...I pulled a photo out of my pocket and just looked at it for a while. Finally I snapped out of my dreamworld and looked at it properly. It was a picture of my team. And me. I tore me off the picture, I knew this was the way everyone wanted it. They didn't care. No one did.
I looked down at the thin red line on my wrist. It was a scar from where I tried to kill myself before. I looked around the bathroom and reached out, taking a sharp razor in my hand. It was hypnotising me, calling me.
I pressed the blade hard against my skin in the same spot as the other wound was. I wanted to cry. Not because it hurt, but because I hated what happened to me... I went through so much shit! And for what? What is worth living for?
I can't think of what is worse... that I'm actually going through with this or that no one would even care! As I pushed more pressure on the razor my healed wound was forced to open again. Coppery liquid oozed out, I hated that smell!
My mind was rushing and my head was becoming lighter and lighter by the second. I fell to the floor with a horrible cracking thud, losing consciousness. The razor had enchanted me to my death, and it would taunt me no more.
Tyson, Max, Rei and Kenny raced in at the sound of a thud in Kai's room, but it was too late.
No one knew why, but they missed Kai. They hung their heads as hot tears stung their eyes, but they just stood, remembering all the good times they had with Kai. It was only then they realised that it was them who lead Kai to this tragic and miserable fate. He had always looked out for them and helped them achieve their maximum strength and now he was gone, forever. They really loved Kai, even Tyson, they just didnt realise how much until this moment.
Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you got til its gone.
Well that's it. What did you think? Plz read and review. I know its sad and I like Kai, but he has more reason than anyone to comit suicide. Anyways... hope you enjoyed. ^_^ Luv ~Chibikai.
This is my newest fic. Its sad but I think it makes sense. So here it goes...
Don't Know What You Got Til Its Gone
~By Chibikai.
I sat in my bathroom, alone...I pulled a photo out of my pocket and just looked at it for a while. Finally I snapped out of my dreamworld and looked at it properly. It was a picture of my team. And me. I tore me off the picture, I knew this was the way everyone wanted it. They didn't care. No one did.
I looked down at the thin red line on my wrist. It was a scar from where I tried to kill myself before. I looked around the bathroom and reached out, taking a sharp razor in my hand. It was hypnotising me, calling me.
I pressed the blade hard against my skin in the same spot as the other wound was. I wanted to cry. Not because it hurt, but because I hated what happened to me... I went through so much shit! And for what? What is worth living for?
I can't think of what is worse... that I'm actually going through with this or that no one would even care! As I pushed more pressure on the razor my healed wound was forced to open again. Coppery liquid oozed out, I hated that smell!
My mind was rushing and my head was becoming lighter and lighter by the second. I fell to the floor with a horrible cracking thud, losing consciousness. The razor had enchanted me to my death, and it would taunt me no more.
Tyson, Max, Rei and Kenny raced in at the sound of a thud in Kai's room, but it was too late.
No one knew why, but they missed Kai. They hung their heads as hot tears stung their eyes, but they just stood, remembering all the good times they had with Kai. It was only then they realised that it was them who lead Kai to this tragic and miserable fate. He had always looked out for them and helped them achieve their maximum strength and now he was gone, forever. They really loved Kai, even Tyson, they just didnt realise how much until this moment.
Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you got til its gone.
Well that's it. What did you think? Plz read and review. I know its sad and I like Kai, but he has more reason than anyone to comit suicide. Anyways... hope you enjoyed. ^_^ Luv ~Chibikai.
