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Warning: some implied violance

A/N: I'm experimenting with a whole new style here. Please tell me what do you think!
A/N2: Words in italics are Kadaj's thoughts

"..." means actual speech and

'...' is Jenova.


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Extract from Professor Hojo's Journal

Breakthrough in the Jenova Project. Test subject JS-6992 survived. Removed to Lab 55. Given name: Kadaj.

'Kadaj…'

A silky whisper.

I can't heal any faster… I can't…

Why? Don't touch me! Just don't…

Darkness.

Cold and pain.

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Extract from Professor Hojo's Journal

Subject had written on the wall with his blood: „Human" Cleaning ordered. Until then new cell in Lab 56.

Please, please, don't do it…

Screamscreamscreamscreamscream

„Do you still hear her? Hear Jenova?"

Mother… help me…

„Subject JS-6992 prepare for transportation!"

„What is she telling you? Do you hear the others as well? Do you hear them? Do you?"

The others…

I can't heal any faster…

Blood. Bloodbloodblood. SCREAMS. (why?why?why?)

„Subject JS-6992 passed out at the exact time of 17:23."

Note from Professor Hojo without date

Slow to react. Proxadaziol twice a day.

I am myself, and I belong to myself only…

PAIN AND LIGHT AND PAIN

Don't come any closer!

„Do you hear her? What does she tell you?"

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Extract from Professor Hojo's journal

Unsuccessful escape attempt. Subject killed two guards and wounded another. Detailed report requested. Double the dose.

No, not those again, please, I will never…

Coldcoldcold (rain?)

Acid on open flesh.

I will be good, I promise… Just don't…

Whitecoats with syringes.

Why do they beat me still, Mother? I can't even move any longer…

I SWEAR IT I SWEAR IT I SWEAR IT

(what? what? what?)

No, not the lights again…

Voices.

Laughter.

Mother! Motheeeeeeeer!

Silence. White, sterile silence.

Syringes.

Eyelids shut tight. Tightertightertighter. Until it hurts.

Bare skin exposed to the cold.

'You have to be strong, my dear child.'

Yes, Mother…


A/N: So, that's it. Please, don't forget to review! I shall be eternally grateful.