Why do u do this to yourself?
Grell's Pov:
I held the knife to my wrist again and left another cut. I let it slowly bleed before I cleaned it up. I was yet again rejected by my crush Sebastian. I know that I flirt with a lot of men but for some reason I am always drawn to Bassy. I don't know why but I feel as I can be myself around him not the "slutty make love to me''self, but the real. The only reason I'm scared to show someone that I love the real me is that history might repeat.
time skip:
Stacie and her sister Annabella have come to check up on me again. Will hired them as my personal therapist to keep me from killing myself.
Stacie: Grell, u've been cutting again haven't u?
Grell: so what if I have been it's not like anybody cares.
Annabella: Grell we care. We don't want u to end up killing yourself over some guy. I know I know Sebastian is not just some guy, he's your dream guy.
Stacie: we know that u two are meant to be together but Sebastian is to stupid to know that.
I sighed, knowing that she was probably right and that the chances of me and Sebastian would ever be together.
Stacie: look I have to go and visit my nephew. Anna keep an eye on him and make sure he doesn't kill himself.
She soon left Annabella in charge of me and went to visit her nephew.
