Disclaimer : This is
me, dealing with Matthew's we're not like that, we're just friends. So I lie
when I agree with him that that statement is real. It's mine and ya can't steal
it!!!
I Lie
I lie about the truth
that lives within my grasp
I lie about living,
I lie about walking
I lie about breathing
I lie about loving.
I lie.
I lie because, I escape.
With every lie, I free myself from pain.
I lie to survive.
Lying is not easy
not when it's a sin.
Lying is not easy,
knowing you're gonna win.
But I lie.
And when I do, I die.
I don't want to lie.
Specially not to him.
It hurts to lie to him.
I brush it off
but it's still a sin.
I lie for his sanity.
I don't lie for vanity.
If I couldn't; I wouldn't lie.
Not tomorrow, not tonight.
Not ever.
He deserves to know the truth,
the whole truth and nothing but the truth,
so, help me God.
I'm in my own court
I'm prosecuting myself.
But, I lie
because it's easier that way.
Because it's easier everyday
to not have attachments.
I lie.
I hate lying.
A/N: This poem, even though I originally wrote it for myself, as the disclaimer says, I thought that it was also Max's POV at the end of: "Hello, Goodbye", so I decided to post it here too… you guys tell me if I'm right or wrong…
