Only Alone
By SMYGO4EVA
Many people wish for happiness. In fact, everyone on Earth wishes for it, either in lust, glory, wealth, love, bliss or temporary escape. That's all they want. They don't want to be anything except happy. Even if it meant surrendering to the dark desires of your mind.
Everyone has darkness, everyone has done something wrong and everyone has urges to detach themselves from their fellow individuals. Humanity, a race of flawed and separate entities, wishes to become one with another to feel at peace with the world.
Because of their own insecurities, their ugliness, their disgusting ways, their own mistakes they keep making over and over again, only to further plummet them in a cycle of hollow joy and vicious self-hatred.
But there is a bright side, you learn more about yourself when you make foolish mistakes. You learn just the kind of person you truly are. Whether you are a savior, a messiah, a goddess, or a murderer…. you learn who you really are.
Speaking of who you are, you would fall in the deepest depths of love for someone, won't you? You just stare at a picture of the person you truly care about, won't you, dear?
Obsession.
Possession.
Lust.
They will rule your heart soon after the person you love is claimed by someone else. You would despise that, wouldn't you? Do you hate seeing the person you love in the arms of another? Do you? To obtain what should be rightfully yours?
Confusion.
Darkness.
Terror.
What your captive would feel when you're around. You love your captive, yet your captive would never love you back.
Shock.
Confusion.
Revulsion.
Those are the thoughts and emotions that run through your captive's mind. Your captive hates you, despises you, and never loved you back. You're alone, my dear. Every human has the fate of being alone. We are all alone. Never loved, only artificial affection. Never adored, false admiration. Never worshipped, selfishness. Never hated, only loathed.
Only alone.
