A/N: Felt like writing some Angst that involves Beckett and a child..oh and a father that is like he is never there


"Kate come' on, this is the fourth one you have done, it's positive just accepted it"

Beckett couldn't believe that she was actually pregnant with Castles child. Richard Castle. the writer, she walked around her tiny apartment phone in hand trying to think of ways to break the news to Castle.

"Lanie, I don't know a single thing about being a mother"

"Listen, I know you never intended on getting pregnant with this kinda job on your hands Kate, but trust me you are going to be the best mother this kid has ever had, now call up Castle and tell him the good news!, While I get some food from the yummy place down the street"

Beckett walked around her apartment some more, and finally decided to call Castle just like Lanie had ordered her to. She pushed his number into her cell phone "Don't pick up, Don't pick-" she thought to herself.

"Is there a murder or do you miss me already"

"Very funny, Listen we have to talk"

"Sure, I can be at your place in 3?"

"Actually meet at the park?"

"Sure, I'll be there"

They hung up the phone, and Beckett started to get ready she calls Lanie to let her know that she is going to meet up with Castle to tell him the news.

She got there first than him only because the park was a block away from her apartment, She sat on one of the swings, She looked down and started to talk to her belly

"Hey, Little guy.. this is your mommy speaking, but I guess you already knew that uh, I'm new at this so just heads up on all the kicking that is supposed to happen alright?"

Castle noticed Beckett sitting on the swing alone and he slowly jogged up to her gave her a slow push on the swing gave her a kiss with a cup of coffee.

"So, what did you need to talk about"

Beckett looked at her stomach again and started to play with her coffee cup, Castle had noticed that she hasn't touched or taken a sip out of it.

"You know you can tell me anything Kate"

" I know, Castle I'm pregnant with your child"

They sat there swinging away slowly taking what just happened in, when suddenly Castles laughter broke silence.

"What's so funny" Beckett asked with a confused look on her face.

"That this is obviously a huge joke"

"Castle, I spent this whole morning trying Pregnancy test to make sure its positive before I told you"

"Kate, I can't have another child, I have book tours, book signings, readings, a child right now would be to much"

"What are you exactly saying? that you don't want this?"

"That's exactly what I am saying, I don't want this okay. I don't"

Castle got up from the swing set and walked away, walked away from the person that meant the world to him, and his child, A child that he doesn't want, Beckett sat there in tears her head in her hands just crying, by the time the tears had stop she noticed how late it was. She walked home her eyes blood shot red, her skin as pale as a vampire, She can't believe that she is alone on this.

There was a note on her door from Lanie that made Beckett smile a bit:

Hey Girl,

It's really late, I didn't want to disturb you and writer-boy,

The keys are under the mat, I'll see you tomorrow at work.

Lanieeeeee :).

Becketts smile instantly faded when she remembered what just happened at the park, Castle made it clear that he doesn't want this child that they both made. together. and just like that, she's alone sitting on her couch with a baby in her stomach that is possibly going to grow up with no father.


I'll try to update as sooooooon as I can :D