I got the idea for this story after having a very strange yet sad dream about Sora and Riku not being able to be together, yes its strange i know xD umm well I hope you enjoy.
P.S. story is rated M just to be safe for now...
We Can't Be Together - Confession
'Riku, I love you'
No… Riku thought as the cool ocean breeze brushed his face. Did I hear him right? Did he really say those words to me? Riku just stared at Sora; who was clad in a black t-shirt and knee length jean shorts. Only moments ago he was digging his shoe-covered-feet into the sand trying to find the right words to say to Riku, to tell him how he felt but now…the shuffling had subsided and Sora stood in front of Riku, the ocean behind him, the waves crashing ever so close, his face lit hue from the sunset looked… passive? Calm? …No… Riku thought, He's waiting…waiting for me…for my answer…
…No
No…this can't be happening…for once in my life…this was the only time…I didn't want my dreams to come true…no…no, no, no…
It's been a year since they came back home to their island and started to go back to a normal life back on the main land…Things have been going well…well as far as Riku was concerned. Everyday when he woke he would try to think of a new way to redeem himself to everyone…but actually it was only Sora. He just couldn't stand his guilt for what he had done to Sora…how much he had hurt Sora…betraying him, stripping him away from Kairi and his friends (at one point), fighting with him, saying all those awful things to him…over and over he just hurt Sora so why…how could he possibly have fallen in love…with him…
When and how Riku took Sora's heart he couldn't remember but now he deeply regretted hearing those words…
No…hecan't love me…he just can't!
Why? Because they were both guys, who would accept? Riku knew some but what about the others, Sora didn't deserve to go through that…also because they were both guys Riku couldn't give Sora everything else life had to offer…a family, children, marriage…maybe he was thinking to far ahead, maybe he should just think about here and now and what he wants but…I don't deserve him…
I'm so sorry, Sora…
"I'm sorry, Sora but I…" Riku looked away from him "…I don't feel the same…"
Riku could almost hear Sora's heart breaking as he spoke…
"I can't…I don't love you…not like that…" I can't love you, can't you see…
I don't deserve you…and…
I'm
sorry but…you deserve better than me…
We –"…We can't be together."
Sorry this chapter is so short...the others are probably going to be similar, its the way Im writing it right now...hmm well i hope you liked
In the next chapter Sora will think over what Riku said and find that maybe he didn't say some things and held most back...
Also some flashes of what happened after Riku finished...rejecting Sora
Please review :( i will upload more quickly with reviews
Well take care!
