Don't wear my shades to be cool
I wear them to hide my tears from you
Behind the smoke I'm so red eye
And I'm tired of you asking why
I said I've been lying to you
And I've been lying to me tooYou always ask me why I wear these massive sunglasses even in the pouring rain, you always ask me why my eyes are red when I take them off. No longer can I live behind the lie that your cigarette smoke irritates my eyes but its the fact I can't look you in the eye and that being next to you but not really with you makes me cry and that sunglasses mask that. Now I've admitted the truth to me the next thing is admitting it to you; I love you.
I've been lying, lying to you
Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too
I've been lying, lying to you
Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too
I don't always say what I want to say
I tattoo myself to show my pain
Don't lead in a crowded space even though we're both face to face
Cause I've been lying to you
Said I've been lying to me too
We're walking through the busy streets of London to a witnesses shop, we're right next to each other, walking so close that your arm keeps brushing past mine. Despite all this I can't help the lonely feeling in the pit of my stomach. The sicky kind of feeling knowing I'm not wanted but yet you're smiling so all I can do is flash a fake grin back.
It's like the whole world's getting at me
Tryin to make everyone happy, that ain't me
Walking around, wearing a smile, but deep down I'm really messed up, this ain't me
I don't wanna quit, tryin to handle this
And figure out who the hell I am
I don't mean to make you run away
But I don't wanna forget to be me
I'm crying again and this time it can't be hidden, this time I can't stop.
"Sandra, what's up?" He's pulled me into a small empty alley way and did so the minute he noticed the tears. Now though he's going to want an answer, do I tell him the truth or make something up for the reason I'm crying.
He's staring straight at me and now I know I have to stop lying because he can see straight through me anyway.
"I've fallen in love with you." I've leaned into him and rested my head on his shoulder as he wraps his arms around me. Suddenly he's got his hands on cheeks as he guides my lips towards his and we kiss.
The truth is I don't wanna lose you but I don't wanna lose me too.
