This is a poem I wrote last night when I could'nt sleep. This is the first time I have really said this and probably the last time. I just want too know if I am the only one. And this dos'nt just apply to girls.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep
Dreaming about what could be
But isn't
Have you ever told anyone
How you feel
No matter what they thought
Have you ever tried to change yourself to be better
To be like someone better
Who isn't really there
But you are
Have you tried to be who you really are
Even thought no one really knows
You hardly remember yourself
Have you ever thought about how it is
How it would change
How even though you love someone
You know that you may never be with them
Even though every waking moment
You tell yourself you have to hope
Have you ever thought that is you were with him
She couldn't be
That if only you were her,
She was you
So she could forever be with him
So you could always know
How
Together it could be better
But isn't
Have you ever tried to be someone who is you
But at the same time is someone else
Or maybe that someone else is you
Trying to be that other someone
How coincidences can be so strong
How facts can be so vaporous
With little to them
Have you ever tried to move on
But realized there is nothing you can do
You are helpless in love
And you don't care
Yet you still have never truly seen him
Known him
Felt him
Sensed him
When you try to walk away
Have you ever looked back
Stepped back
Paused
Trying to remember
How things could be
But aren't
Wished that something was
But wasn't
Known it
But had is escape you
So it wasn't
Frozen
Between those two places
Wishing you could be one
Yet you are pulling yourself to the other
Trying to gather fragments of broken memories that never were
Trying to inch your way back
For the rest of you life
Have you ever stood so close
Have you ever heard someone say
They feel as you do
But know that they couldn't possibly
After all you are only one person
Only one
But who
Have you ever tried to be someone who isn't
You
But you don't even know who you are
For all you know you are one and the same
Your heart is forever loving
Stands true
So forever
All it comes down to I'll wait forever if I have to
Forever if I have to
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