This is a poem I wrote last night when I could'nt sleep. This is the first time I have really said this and probably the last time. I just want too know if I am the only one. And this dos'nt just apply to girls.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep

Dreaming about what could be

But isn't

Have you ever told anyone

How you feel

No matter what they thought

Have you ever tried to change yourself to be better

To be like someone better

Who isn't really there

But you are

Have you tried to be who you really are

Even thought no one really knows

You hardly remember yourself

Have you ever thought about how it is

How it would change

How even though you love someone

You know that you may never be with them

Even though every waking moment

You tell yourself you have to hope

Have you ever thought that is you were with him

She couldn't be

That if only you were her,

She was you

So she could forever be with him

So you could always know

How

Together it could be better

But isn't

Have you ever tried to be someone who is you

But at the same time is someone else

Or maybe that someone else is you

Trying to be that other someone

How coincidences can be so strong

How facts can be so vaporous

With little to them

Have you ever tried to move on

But realized there is nothing you can do

You are helpless in love

And you don't care

Yet you still have never truly seen him

Known him

Felt him

Sensed him

When you try to walk away

Have you ever looked back

Stepped back

Paused

Trying to remember

How things could be

But aren't

Wished that something was

But wasn't

Known it

But had is escape you

So it wasn't

Frozen

Between those two places

Wishing you could be one

Yet you are pulling yourself to the other

Trying to gather fragments of broken memories that never were

Trying to inch your way back

For the rest of you life

Have you ever stood so close

Have you ever heard someone say

They feel as you do

But know that they couldn't possibly

After all you are only one person

Only one

But who

Have you ever tried to be someone who isn't

You

But you don't even know who you are

For all you know you are one and the same

Your heart is forever loving

Stands true

So forever

All it comes down to I'll wait forever if I have to

Forever if I have to

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