"You'll find someone else, Holly J. I promise," Fiona reassured her with a smile. Holly J had broken up with her boyfriend, Sav, today, and though she wasn't really too broken up about it, Fiona cared too much the let her best friend hurt at all.

"I know, Fi. I just didn't like doing it to him," Holly J responded and curled up further into the blankets they had spread out on Fiona's couch. "I mean, when I said I wanted to end it, he looked like a sick puppy. Then again, he normally kind of looks like a sick puppy." The two girls laughed and Holly J took another bite of her ice cream straight from the container. "Here, Fiona. Eat some or I'll be so fat no one else will want me."

"First, I don't think that could ever happen. You're beautiful and you always will be. Second, I got you the ice cream. You're the one who just went through the breakup. It's therapeutic. It'll help you get back out there."

"Is there even a point trying to date someone at Degrassi?" Holly J wondered aloud. "I mean, I'm just going off to university in a few months anyway. It's not like anything I start can go anywhere."

"Unless you date someone who's going to Yale." Fiona cocked her head to the side and gave Holly J a half-smile so she would know she was joking; she couldn't bear to have Holly J know how she really felt about her, and yet, she couldn't seem to stay away from the girl she loved.

"Fiona, I'm pretty sure you're the only other person at Degrassi going. It's okay. When we get there I'll be your wingman. Or wingwoman. Or whatever. We'll find you a girlfriend." Holly J grinned at her friend in a supportive way, and Fiona half-smiled back to mask the frown she was really feeling.

"Thanks, Holly J. You've been my rock through everything. I really don't know what I would do without you." This time her smile was genuine, but Fiona still felt like she was holding back everything. There she was, lying beside the person she was completely and madly in love with, and there was nothing she could do about it. She knew that Holly J could never love her back, and it was driving her crazy.

"Movie time?" Holly J raised her eyebrows expectantly. "I could use some good old cheesy romance to remind me of what I could have someday."

"Yeah, movie time," Fiona said as she reached for the remote. She was grateful to have Holly J as her anything, even if it was just a friend. But she would always want more. Fiona glanced over to Holly J and grinned, her face the façade of sympathy and understanding. The pain only showed in her eyes.