Bella POV

I looked down into the water, felt the cool breeze on my face, and prepared for the jump. I was tired of being the helpless little girl all the time, and sick of being yelled at constantly. I looked up at the sky one last time, and I jumped…

"Isabella! Stay with us now. Ok? Don't close your eyes! Your gonna be fine! Isabella? Isabella!"

I heard everyone, but I couldn't find it in myself to respond to them. My eyes were heavy, and I couldn't keep them open any longer. Everything was sore…was I dead? I didn't think death could hurt this badly. Maybe I was in hell for everything I did to everyone…Yes, your in hell Bella. Did you really believe that you would be in Heaven after everything you did? You're in hell and you deserve to be. Now close your eyes and deal with it. You brought this upon yourself. My thoughts drowned out all the screaming and yelling I heard from everyone else. I closed my eyes, and finally became numb.

James POV

Bella is in the hospital. Again. God. That girl is hopeless! I thought to myself. Over the past 2 years that we've been together, she has been in the hospital probably over 100 times. I was starting to get tired of it.

"James, officer Swan would like to have a word with you." The doctor said to me. Again. 3rd time in the past 20 minutes. Don't they understand I don't want to talk to him? Whatever, lets just get this over with. Not like I did anything wrong right?"

Officer Swan walked into the room, a grim expression on his face. He looked pissed. Great. This should be fun.

"James." he greeted me with a nod.

"Swan." I replied, just as icily.

"I'm guessing you already know why I'm here?" Officer Swan said. When I didn't reply, he continued. "I want you to tell me everything that happened last night. First of all, why did Bella jump?"

How the hell am I supposed to know that? I don't know what the fuck that girl thinks. She's a crazy bitch. "I don't know." I spat at him.

"She's your girlfriend. She's been your girlfriend for the past 2 years. I would think you of all people would know these things. Has she had stuff going on in her life lately? Anything that would cause her to do something like this?"

"I told you I don't know. If I knew, don't you think I would tell you? She's just crazy. That girl needs some serious help."

"Well she's not the only one that needs help, James. The doctors said that she has severe head trauma and possibly a couple broken ribs. And she is severely underweight. I'm sure you noticed that though."

"What do you mean underweight? She looks fine to me! Actually, she still looks like she could lose a couple pounds. And I don't know anything bout the head trauma or whatever the hell you just said. If you're implying that I'm abusing her, you're wrong. I haven't been anything but nice to Bella for the past 2 years. Maybe she fell down the stairs again or something. She's clumsy like that."

Officer Swan got a grim look on his face. "I don't believe you, James. But I guess I'll just have to take your word for it. I have no evidence of any kind of abuse, especially with her record here. But she will have to go away for a couple of weeks, maybe months, for a suicidal hospital down in Florida. You can say your goodbyes later. Good day, James." He left, without a second glance at me. "yeah. Good day…officer."

I picked up my phone and started dialing. When i heard the click on the other side, i started talking. "Jasper, It didn't work...again. I think i have a plan though. Meet me in the parking lot of the hospital. The usual spot." I hung up after that, without letting him say a word.

Alice POV

"baby, I'm meeting James in a couple minutes. Ok?"

I hated being woken up like this. "mmmmmmm...Jazz do you always have to wake me up like this? Can't you just stay?"

"I'm sorry baby, but no. Bella's in the hospital again. He needs me."

"ughhh. What'd she do this time?"

"Attempted suicide. What else? James really needs to get her some help. Poor girl..."

I didn't like the way he was talking about Bella. All 'poor girl. wish i could help her. i hope she doesn't kill herself.' and all. Stupid, pretty, sexy Bella. Urgh.

"Yeah, whatever. Just go before i change my mind. Hurry back."

"Don't i always?" He kissed my forehead, my cheek, my nose, then finally, my lips. "I love you baby. I'll be back in a little while."

"I love you too, Jazz."

He walked out of our room, and i listened while he opened the garage, started the car, and drove off. I hated when he left. Especially so early in the morning. What should i do now? I asked myself. I looked at the clock. 9:46 AM. Just then, my phone rang.

"Hello?" I said into the phone.

"Ally cat?" the person on the other end replied. I immediately sat up, making myself a little dizzy in the process.

"EDWARD!" I was relieved to hear his voice. "You're ok? When did you get back! Did it go ok? What all happened?" I was always scared when he left. I was one of the few people that knew what he actually did for a living.

"Woah woah woah alice. Chill out with the questions! Yes, im ok, I got back last night, It went perfectly, and what happened is all confidential."

"ughh. confidential. I hate when you say that. Can't you just tell me this oneeee time?

"Sorry, honey. Not this time. But how bout we meet at the coffee shop down the street from your house in a couple minutes? I miss that pretty little face of yours."

"Kay! Ill see you at...10:30?"

"Sounds good to me! See you then Ally cat."

"See you then Eddykins." I giggled. He hated when i called him that.

I hung up the phone and started getting ready. I looked through my closet trying to find something to wear. When i didn't find anything, i decided that i would steal one of Jazz's sweatshirts and throw on a pair of jeans. I opened his drawer and looked through, trying to find my favorite one. When i didn't find it, I just threw on a random one and started for the coffee shop.

Edward POV

I started down the road to the coffee shop me and Alice met at since...well, forever i guess. We've been best friends since we were born, and we tell each other everything. Or, in my case, everything that I was allowed to tell.

I turned the corner into the little alley that I had to go through before i got to the coffee shop. I started to walk really fast, hoping that I wouldn't run into Emmet, an asshole that always got on my last best nerve. I thought i was gonna be lucky today, but i guess my luck ran out.

"Well well well, lookie here. Where you goin copperhead?"

I swear I'm gonna kill him one of there days.

"None of your business, Emmet."

"You think you're so big and bad, dontcha copperhead?" Emmet sneered at me. "Well ill tellya somethin. You ain't! You're a gay dick sucker, that's what you are. You dick sucker."

I looked down at the floor and tried to calm myself down before I ripped his fucking head off. His miserable little prick of a head. He doesn't have a clue what I could do to him if I let myself…Maybe I should let myself. Then he'll leave me the fuck alone…No Edward! He can't know what you do. You cant give yourself away. You wont be safe if you do….But whats one little person? FUCK! No Edward! Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!

I clenched my fists together and gritted my teeth, forcing myself not to say or do anything, praying he would walk away soon.

"See, you don't even have it in you to look me in the eye. Your so pathetic, copperhead. I bet you've never even-" He stopped talking. I had finally looked up at him. "uhh…I..uh…gotta go." He ran off.

Well at least I know my "I'm gonna kill you" look still scares the shit outta everyone. I laughed. Imagine how much it would scare them if they knew I was serious.

I finished the walk to the coffee shop, and found that Alice was already there.

"Alley cat?"

She jumped about 10 miles high when i said that. "Oh! Hey Edward. You scared me..."

"Whats up sweetheart?"

"Nothin much, how bout you?"

"ehh. same ol' same ol'"

"Kickin ass and takin names?"

"More like killin asses and crossing out names." Alice giggled.

Just then, my phone rang. It was my boss.

"Edward, listen. You have a very important assignment. A guy named James just called. Didn't give a last name. Said we wouldn't need it He wants a hitman to kill his girlfriend, and make it look accidental. He said not to ask any questions, and he has loads of cash. You up for it?"

Aren't I always? "tell me the deets, boss." I replied, smiling.

"I knew I could count on you. He's been trying to get her to kill herself for years now, and every time she has failed. But she has been trying. At the moment, she is in Jacksonville, Florida in a suicidal institute. You will have to get in there somehow, get her alone, and make her murder look like it was a suicide. Complex, but I know you can do it."

"No problem, boss. But whats the girls name?"

The phone clicked. Oh well, guess i'll have to find out for myself.

"Allycat, i gotta go...It was my boss. New assignment."

"Don't get hurt. Ok?"

"Don't worry bout me darlin. I'll be fine. I'll call you asap ok?"

"kay..."

Bella POV

I woke up confused. Where am I? I thought I was dead?...I sat up and looked around. Great. Another hospital.

I heard a knock at my door, and then a nurse walked in.

"Oh good! You're awake. We thought you were never going to wake up!" She was joking, but I also saw the little bit of truth behind her eyes.

"How long have I been out?"

"About 2 days, you were really bumped and bruised."

I looked around the room. It didn't look like a usual hospital...I wasn't hooked up to any kind of machines...

"Where am I? This doesn't look like a normal hospital..."

"oh uhm... It isn't a normal hospital. They transferred you here yesterday. This is a place for uh...people who the doctors believe attempted suicide, or stuff like that..."

"Im in a suicide hospital?"

"Now don't think of it like that...We're just here to help you with your problems. Now, relax and your first appointment with Doctor Cullen will be in an hour."

As the nurse walked out of the room, i realized that there were two beds. I have a roomate? Great... This should be fun...

Just then the door opened, and the most gorgeous boy i've ever seen in my life walked in.

"Hey, you must be my roommate...I'm Edward. I'm new here."