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This heart is yours so take it as you please

But if you walk away, remember

I need that heart to breathe…

Chapter 1: Broken inside.

Snow sometimes wondered how her daughter was doing lately.

They were all living in her apartment now, because Charming and Snow were house searching and spend most of the time arguing about how big the yard should be.

''Well this isn't fairytale land anymore David, people have their own little yard.'' Snow yelled at him.

Emma was depressed all the time, sobbing in her room. Why? No one really knew. Until one day. This is where our story begins.

It was a cold night. Emma was sitting at the bar, where she had spent a lot of time lately, drinking. Jack was her favorite companion when she had a rough day. Ruby knew this so she kept the shots coming up.

The sheriff kept her position after the curse broke; after all she was the savior. How appropriate was the title of Sheriff. She had a lot of paperwork to work on all day, and that usually meant a lot of time to think about her messed up situation. Fairytale town with her mother as fucking Show White!?

That made her head spin a little.

'At least Henry was happy.' She thought with a smile. But Regina… Emma felt cold shivers when she thought about the brunette. Her soft brown eyes. Regina was really trying to change and Emma appreciated it a lot.

…Maybe a bit too much.

That's why she really needed that drink, ''Rubes, keep 'em coming. I had a long day.''Emma said with a weird look on her face.

After she left Granny's, Emma decided to go for a walk. It was not like she was really looking forward to all the fluff at home. So she kept walking thinking about everything, but because she was drunk her thoughts kept drifting to one particular thing. The next thing Emma knew, she was suddenly standing on her porch, staring at the big gold 108 on the door.

Dammit! She really needed to work on where her legs took her during her walks. Every time she ended up at the Evil Queen's… err Regina's house.

''Miss Swan? What are you doing on my porch on this hour? It's way past visiting time.''

Emma felt the blood rush through her veins and to her face. "Uh, I just wanted to see how you are doing. I know it's been hard lately and… if you ever need a friend just call-eerr call.''

''Emma? What kind of charade are you trying to put on?'' Regina asked. But the blonde had already passed out on her porch.

'Great.' Regina thought. Another mess to clean up.

She shoved the blonde to her car and drove her to Snow's apartment. Ding dong,

"Regina what- is that Emma? What did you do to her!?" Snow demanded the moment she laid eyes on Emma.

"Nothing. She did it all to herself." Regina said with a smirk on her face. She liked to torture Snow a bit. "She was drunk and came to my house. And then she passed out."

"Oh,well we can take it from here." Snow said, her pale face, grave. Charming and Snow dragged Emma to her bed. She was mumbling about Regina and a lot of weird stuff. So they decided to leave her be.

Emma had intense dreams about a certain brunette, and in her sleep, she felt peace and longing for Regina. So, when she woke up with her hand in her pants and a very wide eyed Snow White next to her bed, she just did not know how to react.

"Are you alright, honey? You were moaning in your sleep and I thought, I thought you needed help, but you kept saying Regina's name all the time." Snow said with an innocent air and a "I-really-don't-know-what's-going-on." look on her face.

Emma knew exactly why she made all that noise in her dream. The Evil Queen liked it when Emma screamed her name.

Her face went pale and she said. "Mom, I need some space, okay? I'm an adult now. So, I'm gonna go take a shower, and leave for work today…I have a lot of paperwork and Leroy-sitting."

Yeah, she needed a shower. 'A very cold shower.' She thought and grinned a bit to herself.