I can't say this is my first fan-fic but you won't find my others, as I grow in my writing I make a new pen name for some strange reason. Meh, either way please enjoy! Characters may be a bit ooc but you try writing a perfect Kyoko before you judge, I know there are some authors that capture her perfectly on here but she's very difficult because of her neurotic mood swings between innocent and demonic. As I stated in the summary this takes place after chapter 207, though even if you read it, there aren't really any spoilers that'll ruin anything.


Her mind felt like a coffin, buried six feet under. She tried to convince herself he was Corn, and magic was in fact real but seeing Ren's body, hearing his musical voice from her fairy prince. It was impossible. Her heart thundered in her chest painfully, all she wanted was to forget. She glanced back at her prince and with a painful resolve she spoke, her voice could barely be heard above the gusty breeze from the ocean tide, "Corn, I need your help, I know you've used up your magic for the day but I have a favor to ask…"

"Anything for you, Kyoko-chan!" He tried to smile back at her but the sadness in her voice was too much to overcome. He wondered what her request could be but true to his word he'd do anything to help her, the girl he dearly loved.

"I was so stupid to think I could beat the emotion back but I'm afraid I've fallen even deeper than the first time." She spoke to the wind, holding back unshed tears. She slammed her fists into the table, making the coconut jump in the air only to return and shake in its resting place. She stood and looked to him, a burning fire in her eyes. "I can't let it take control of me again! I love Tsuruga-san, but… I don't want to, it's not possible anyway… He's… I found out he's in love with another girl." She shook silently for a moment, tears streamed like rapids, down to her chin, only to drop against her clenched fists. Kuon couldn't move, couldn't speak he was frozen. She confessed her love finally and he couldn't do a single thing.

"I… I see, well what is it you're asking of me, Kyoko-chan?" He asked as calmly as he could. She stared at him with glassy golden eyes, she was hurting and he could see it was the worst pain she'd ever felt. Seeing her, his Kyoko like this, he wished he had never spun such thick webbed lie. He should've told her it was him but now it seemed too late, she'd never forgive him. She'd hate him to the core and he couldn't bear to lose her, not again.

"Let's go." She boldly grabbed his wrist and pulled him with her towards the open beach, back down the cove, to the more secluded area where they'd met. She released him and then turned back around so he couldn't see her face. "I know I'm ugly, I'm plain, boring, my body is as flat as a board, and I'm sure Corn has been with much sexier women before, probably princesses, even. I know, I'm asking for a lot, but I feel I need to do this, and while I hate using Corn, I have one wish…" She took in a deep breath, "Corn, will you make me a woman?" She was shaking, her knees weak, her stomach flipped, but she felt if she caved just once to her carnal desires, she could finally move on and forget about love, and how much it hurt. With Corn borrowing Ren's appearance and voice, she could pretend that it was the man she loved, doing those things, and she could release her desires and once more be normal around her sempai.

"Kyoko-chan, what do you mean?" He had to ask, his head was spinning and filling up with dark and perverted thoughts, about his sweet innocent Kyoko. She couldn't possibly mean 'that' though could she? He understood her logic, but he couldn't possibly let her do that to herself, she wasn't ready. She was eighteen, an adult, but he didn't want to hurt her, to push her even further down, and yet she seemed decided. If it wasn't with him would she just find someone else? No, if she asked 'that' of him, he'd have no choice. He wouldn't let another soul touch her.

"I mean, I want you to make love to me. I feel, if I do this I can finally be free of my unrequited love for my sempai. Please, Corn, it's only you, I trust this much." She sobbed. She turned back to him, the mist from the ocean waves, mixing with her tears, glimmering in the light of the setting sun. "If you need to close your eyes and imagine someone else, I understand. I'm not completely naïve, I know a man has to be turned on but I know I'm too plain to turn a prince like you on, so please do what you must, but Corn, make me a woman." She met his eyes with hers, his shimmered and were the color of the sea that surrounded them, but they were also deep like it too, they swallowed her whole. She saw pain, apprehension, and yet a strong, undeniable burning passion. She gulped down a breath of air, never in her life, other than with her sempai, had she seen that look, and it wasn't until now she understood it. He was telling her, he needed her. She suddenly froze, as he stepped closer to her.

"Kyoko-chan, understand the weight of your words, I do want you, to me you are untainted, beautiful, there is nothing plain about you what so ever, so let me ask you, before I release my restraints, are you sure you want this? If you say yes, I can't guarantee I will stop, even if you beg, for, if we do this, I have full intentions to devour that sadness of yours and fill you to the brim with nothing but searing hot pleasure." He reached out and gently touched her cheek, watching as she momentarily flinched away before she shocked him by forcing her cheek into his hand.

"I need this, if I don't do this, my career will suffer, I will suffer, please Corn!" She pleaded, her cheeks stained red, her eyes puffy from crying, and yet as troubled and sad as she looked, she was still gorgeous in his eyes. He felt his resolve melt away like ice met with boiling water. His hands pulled her close and his arms circled around her. Even though she was stiff, she didn't pull away despite her startled heart. She dropped her head to his chest and resigned into just listening to the sounds of his breathing and the waves that crashed along the shore. The sun was casting it's last strands of light as she pushed herself on her tip-toes and lightly brushed her lips against his.


Well that's ends chapter 1 and also ends the T rating. I'll give you a couple weeks to favorite or follow this story and then when I release the next chapter we're gonna up it to M rating so if you don't like that kinda stuff you have been warned. Also please review if I don't get at least 5-10 reviews I will release the next chapter 2 weeks late. If I get 15-20 reviews I will release the next chapter a week early, so don't be lazy and write a review!