Forever a slave to you.
A/N Sorry if what he's writing doesn't seem like him, been using alot of my own feelings.
Ianto sat down on the sofa and sighed; his eyes misted, heart shattered. He opened his diary to an empty page and started writing, once begun he couldn't stop, the words just kept pouring out, feelings and angry thoughts scribbled across the page. Words being ripped from his heart.
"How can you do this to me? Go from making me feel like I'm everything to you to barely acknowledging my existance. Today has proved my fears true, I am second best, I will never mean half as much to you as what she does, I could never be anything significant to you. I wanna scream at you, demand you tell me why you're doing this to me, and how you've managed to make me feel so stong for you. I am a fool, when we're alone I beleive all the pretty little things you say, I believe that you feel something for me, that you love me, but then suddely she's around and I am cast away without so much as half a seconds thought. You make me feel like nothing, you've broken my heart so many times and I can't do this anymore, I wont do this anymore! We both know that you don't feel the same as me, so please just stop telling me that I'm the one for you, just leave me now and let me go, let me have a chance to get over you and repair my battered heart. But I know you, and I know you wont allow me to leave you, if I hand in my resignation you'd just find away to talk me around. You'd use you charms and pretty little words and I;d be back, wrapped around your finger again. Forever a slave to you."
He closed the diary and put it on the sofa next to him, he hugged his knees and cried into them. And that's how Jack found him. Broken, scared and confused.
