So I was thinking about how the doctor gave River the journal in let's kill hitler. I began to think about what it would say if he had left a note. So I made one.
River,
I'm sorry I had to leave you in the hospital by yourself. Amy and Rory wouldn't understand, but time travel is quite wibbily wobbly right now. I left you this journal to write your thoughts down. Stories of the adventures we will take, and your own adventures as well. There are a few things I need you to do, and I know you don't understand now, but in time you will. Our relationship, meeting Each other, it's all back to front. When we meet again, I may not remember Germany. I need you to not let me know anything. The word you usually use is Spoilers. I like the word, it's quite fitting. There is one rule. Never let me look into your journal. It's my future and past. If I look, it'll be set in stone. Do not let me look, no matter what.
There is a university close by, called Luna. The president owes me some favors. You have a free scholarship there, to study whatever you like. Somehow I know what you'll choose. They have a room for you, and Amy left some clothes, but don't keep them if you don't like them. If you need me, send me a message through the psychic paper. Please don't graffiti a wall, or try to get something on the news, the paper will be enough.
River, you are my life. I don't know what I would do if something happened to you. Please keep yourself safe while I'm not here. You know how to call, and you have this. River, rough times for you are coming, and there is something I'm not sure that you will hear me say. So I'm going to write it here, in your journal, so you will always have it. You are always and completely forgiven, no matter the cause. That is important. You are always forgiven.
Lastly, I know this is something that needs to be said, but it is special, and rare for me to tell anyone. I love you. River, always remember that through the rough times, and the times that are so full of joy that you just need to know. I love you, my dearest River Song.
As for everything else,
spoilers.
Love, the Doctor
