Sorry that I haven't updated in forever. I'm re-writing this story for one of my really good friends at school who also has an obsession with anime and mange. So here is my first re-write of my new story, hope you enjoy.
"Young Master it is time for you to wake up," Sebastian called to me. I slowly opened my eyes to see him standing over me with that goofy smile of his and I thought to myself it's nice to wake up with Sebastian smiling at me. I couldn't believe that I had thought that so I quickly tossed it to the back of my mind hoping that maybe I thought that because I was still sleepy and hadn't gotten much sleep.
"Today you have the option of having a scone, toast, or a muffin with the side dish of earl grey and some buttered biscuits. Your schedule for today is open due to the fact that you are supposed to take Lady Elizabeth out on an outing which should start in about an hour or two from now. Do you wish for anything my Young Master?"
I looked up at him sad that he was trying to get his duties done so that way he didn't have to spend any more time with me than he had to. "Sebastian, I don't wish to leave the mansion today so you will have to send Elizabeth a letter and re-schedule our little outing for another day. That is an order so make it happen."
Sebastian looked at me with eyes that said I know you don't want to marry Lady Elizabeth, but you don't have to blow off spending time with her. He answered by saying, "Young Master if you order me I shall do it, but I must ask you if everything is all right. You know if there is a problem I will make sure that I fix it even at the cost of my own life."
"There is nothing wrong, I'm just not simply in the mood to deal with Lady Elizabeth's overly happy attitude, nothing more and nothing less. Now if you will excuse me I do have work that needs to be done," I said simply hoping that Sebastian would drop the subject and leave me be.
Instead he decided to push the subject by saying, "Young Master there is no work to be done because the Queen hasn't sent any letters and we all know that you receive nothing but letters and documents from the Queen and no one else. So would you like to tell me the real reason as to why you are rescheduling with Lady Elizabeth?"
Without much thought to the consequences I yelled at him, "NO I WILL NOT TELL YOU WHY! YOU ARE TO DO AS I ORDER YOU WIHOUT QUESTIONING ME YET HERE YOU STAND DEMANDING THAT I TELL YOU MY REASONS BEHIND RESCHEDULING AN EVENT. I WILL NOT TOLERATE IT! NO ONE IS TO COME INTO MY ROOM FOR THE REST OF THE DAY! IS THAT CLEAR?"
Without much emotions shown on his face he simply shook his head and replied, "Whatever you order me to do I will do it. I will inform the rest of the house that they are not to step foot into your room for the rest of the day and I shall leave a tray of food and tea by the door at the designated times that you should eat." With that said Sebastian turned and walked out the door as I sunk into the chair that stood next to my desk.
All day I sat in my chair thinking about how big of a mistake I had made. Sebastian wasn't trying to defy me, he was just trying to get me to talk to him because he was worried that something had happened and that is what really made me nervous. See for the past year or so I have slowly realized that I'm in love with the one person who could never love me back and that is why it's so hard to have him around me all the time.
Every time I see him smile I wish he was smiling because of something I said or did and every time he looks angry I wish I could make him smile again. Thinking this way was very dangerous because after all Sebastian did everything I told him to do because later on he would eat my soul and that is the only reason he stays by my side. I really wish that he wanted to be by my side and protect me because he loved me and not because he was only after my soul.
Since I was thinking so hard I wasn't really paying attention to my surroundings and by the time I realized that I wasn't in my room by myself the attacker had already put a cloth up to my mouth and nose. I tried to throw my attacker off me but whoever it was, was just to strong so I decided that I would kick at the desk and make a lot of noise to draw Sebastian into my room to save me.
Kicking the desk made a lot of noise yet Sebastian still didn't come and I was quickly loosing my strength and could no longer keep kicking at the desk while still trying to get my attacker off of me. Soon after the attacker came in I started to see black dots enter my vision and no matter how hard I tried to get those pesky black dots to go away they never did and then I passed out.
Sorry for making this chapter really short but I didn't have a lot of time to make it longer. Please leave a comment on what the next chapter should be about and to tell me if I should still keep going with it. NO flames but constructive criticism is welcomed and so is praise even though there is nothing to praise.
