I don't own SVU….I'm just writing….First fic and I did it quickly so sorry if there are a lot of typos and mistakes haha….but I love Nick Amaro and Amanda Rollins together so I had to write something. Doesn't really go with the storyline of the show. Munch is still here. Does mention Benson going through the kidnapping and maybe a few other things.
It was a late night at SVU…Rollins and Amaro were working on some case files.
Sergeant Olivia Benson was also in her office working late.
Phone rings in Olivia's office
Olivia: Hello
Caller: What you doing Beautiful?
Olivia: I'm busy what do you want?
Caller: Meet me?
Olivia: I can't Brian will be back tonight from undercover
Caller: Please
Olivia: I'll be there
She walks out of her office. Rollins and Amaro both look up.
Olivia: Hey guys…go home already….see you tomorrow I'm taking off
Rollins: yeah we'll be living soon. Have a good night.
Amaro: Night Liv
Rollins walks back to the where the beds are.
Amaro couldn't help but look at her God did she have an awesome figure.
Pull yourself together Amaro he thought to himself…you're a married man….a loveless marriage but married.
Rollins: Hey I'm probably just gonna stay her tonight….I just don't feel like going back to my place, you know….(she trailed off)
Amaro knew she'd been having a hard time after everything that happened with her sister and gambling anonymous
Amaro: I'll stay here with you if you want…I'll just keep working and hit the hay when I'm tired….
Rollins: No you don't have to...
Amaro stood up
Amaro: No I want to
Rollins looked at him and smiled
That smiled that made his heart melt
He sat back down at his desk but then stood up…he didn't know what he was doing or what he was going to say but he followed her to the back…
When he walked in Rollins was changing into a more comfterble shirt to sleep
Amaro: Oh God I'm sorry
He turned around to walk away
Rollins: What Amaro you never seen a girl in a Bra before? (She laughed)
He chuckled
Amaro: Night Amanda
Rollins: Wait...(she didn't know what made her do it, this was not her she wasn't weak and she never asked anything of anyone, but she needed someone to hold her to tell her everything would be ok)
Rollins: Nick would you…..mind giving me a hug?
Amaro: (shocked) Yeah….ofcourse no problem
He got closer and hugged her. Her body felt so nice pressed against his. Her warmth felt so right.
Tears started running down her face
Rollins: I'm sorry it's just…..
Amaro: It's ok Amanda…Everythings ok...(he held her face in his hands)
He started kissing her forhead, nose and cheeks and he kept repeating "it's okay I'm here for you".
All of a sudden she pressed her lips against his. She backed away.
Rollins: Oh Gosh! I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking…
Amaro: No it's fine it's okay (he was trying hard not to show how much he wanted more)
Rollins: You know what, I should go this was a bad idea (she started gathering her things)
Amaro: It's the middle of the night you can't go….Amanda it's ok just go to sleep….
Rollins: No….I have to go
Amaro: Please stay (he grabbed her arm gently)
He didn't know what made him do it. But he started kissing her passionately. Rollins dropped the things she had in her hands.
Next thing you know they were against the wall all over each other….Things happened that night that would change everything between them.
Amaro woke up in a small bunk bed with Rollins by his side….
"Oh shit" he thought
He looked at his watch.
6:30am
He got up quietly and put his shirt back on.
He walked out to the squad room buttoning up his shirt.
He was startled to hear Olivia.
Olivia: You slept here all night?
Amaro: Um yeah Rollins and I just slept on the bunk beds
He was grateful Olivia hadn't gone back there and seen them in the same bed half naked.
He went to grab some breakfast.
Later on…..
Amaro had gone home and changed.
He walked into the precint.
He looked over to Rollins desk immediately. There she was working on some paperwork.
She looked up at him than back down.
Amaro: Morning everyone
Fin: Finally decided to show up hahaha
Amaro: Hey!
Munch: Maria got you tied to the bed hahaha
Amaro immediately looked over at Rollins….he didn't feel comfortable talking about Maria when she was around. Especially after last night. But Rollins just kept working.
Olivia: Alright we have a rape in SoHo. Who wants it?
Rollins: I'll take it….fin you up for it
Fin: Yeah sure.
They walked out.
Amaro just stared at her. She hadn't said one thing to him. It started to freak him out.
That afternoon work was done early.
Olivia: Who's up for dinner?
Amaro: Sounds good (he wanted to talk to Rollins outside of work, so he thought food and drinks would be good)
Fin: Sure
Munch: Yum!
Rollins: I think I'm just gonna head home
Few days passed
Amaro walked in Early to his surprise Rollins was sitting at her desk. This was his chance he thought.
Amaro: Hey
Rollins: Hey (didn't look up kept working at her desk)
Amaro: Amanda we need to talk
Rollins: About what? Amaro there's nothing to talk about
Amaro: What do you mean there's nothing to talk about….you've barely said two words to me in the past few days.
Rollins: sorry I've been busy
Amaro: Don't give me that Bull…
Rollins getting upset: What do you want me to say Nick….it was a mistake! You're a married man and we should have never crossed that line….but me I'm always getting myself into shit like this….can we just pretend it never happened…..please
Amaro mad: Fine! It never happened
Rollins: Ok
Amaro: Ok
Olivia walks in
Olivia: Morning you two (she could feel tension) is everything ok?
Amaro: Everything's fine!
Olivia: um sorry I asked
Olivia's phone rings. She picks up.
Olivia: Um oh yeah I'll pick it up later…..ok bye
Few weeks later
Amaro would find himself randomly thinking about Amanda and that night. The way she looked, the way her skin felt, the way she kissed
Here they were again working late again…
Rollins: Hey I'm gonna go
Amaro: Share a cab?
Rollins: Um sure….
In the cab
Amaro checking his phone.
Texts:
Maria: where r u?
Amaro: workin late sorry
Maria: what time you gonna be hom?
Amaro: don't know yet
End texts
Rollins: here's my place
Amaro: walk you to the door make sure you're safe (he chuckled)
As they stepped out of the taxi…it sped off
Amaro: Oh shit I guess he thought this was my stop too….hahaha…I'll just walk the rest of the way it's not far
Rollins: you sure? we can call another cab
Amaro: Night Rollins (he started walking backwards and slipped)
Rollins: Gosh Amaro really? Hahaha
Amaro: ouch that hurt and more than just physically hahaha
Rollins: are you okay? Your forehead it's bleeding? God come in I'll help you clean that cut up
Inside Rollins apartment
Rollins: Excuse the mess or lack of since there's nothing here besides my bed hahaha
Amaro: don't worry about it
They walk into her bedroom since theres only a bed to sit on in the whole apartment
Rollins went into her bathroom and came back with swabs and and a band aid. She kneeled down and started cleaning the cut.
She was so beautiful he thought to himself.
Rollins: There you go all better
He hadn't realized but his hands were on her hips when she stood up.
Rollins: Um you want something to eat? (Backing away from his hands)
Amaro's phone vibrated.
Rollins: You should go
Amaro: yeah
Rollins: I mean I don't want to be mean it's late you could crash her if you want….can't offer a couch though haha just the floor
Amaro: Amanda….(he started)
Rollins: Don't….
She was weak around him. She didn't understand why.
He got closer to her and suddenly it was like a wave had hit her. They were kissing like there was no tomorrow. He lifted her and in no time they were on her bed.
Both knew it wasn't right, yet it felt so right.
Amaro's phone kept vibrating.
After this they couldn't seem to stay away from each other texting and having inside jokes like a couple of teenagers
Amanda knew it wasn't right she didn't want to be this person…the other woman but she couldn't stay away from him and him the same
One day Amanda walked into the Squad Room and there were flowers on her desk.
She smiled.
Fin: well, well, someone's got a secret admirer
Amanda knew exactly who they were from
Amaro: Wow Rollins someone must really care (he winked)
Later that afternoon
Maria walked into the Squad room
Rollins looked up from her desk and saw her. Her stomach turned all of a sudden she felt awful
Maria: Hi! Rollins right?
Rollins nodded
Maria: Sorry to bug but have you seen my husband?
Rollins: Um yeah I think he stepped out for some air
Fin saw Amanda's face so he interrupted
Fin: Hi Maria…I'll get him for you
Just as he was about to go Amaro walked back in
Maria: Amor! Guess what?
Amaro: What are you doing here? (He looked over at Amanda)
Maria: I made dinner reservations at 6:00
Amaro: Maria I don't have time… I have a lot of work
Olivia overhears and innocently says
Olivia: Go ahead Amaro….Go spend time with your wife
Amaro: no it's ok
Maria: But baby…
Amaro: Go home Maria
Later That night… Everyone's going home
Rollins: Nick we need to talk
Amaro: Yeah?
Rollins: don't do this….she's still your wife
Amaro: She soon won't be
Rollins: What?
Amaro: My Lawyer is working on divorce papers….she knows it's coming, that's why she's acting like this
Rollins: Don't do this…not cause of me I don't want to be that woman
Amaro: Baby you didn't do this….it was a long time coming you know that
Down deep inside she knew that but she still felt guilty
Rollins: I can't do this (she walked out the precint)
Amaro: Amanda wait (she was gone)
