I don't own SVU….I'm just writing….First fic and I did it quickly so sorry if there are a lot of typos and mistakes haha….but I love Nick Amaro and Amanda Rollins together so I had to write something. Doesn't really go with the storyline of the show. Munch is still here. Does mention Benson going through the kidnapping and maybe a few other things.


It was a late night at SVU…Rollins and Amaro were working on some case files.

Sergeant Olivia Benson was also in her office working late.

Phone rings in Olivia's office

Olivia: Hello

Caller: What you doing Beautiful?

Olivia: I'm busy what do you want?

Caller: Meet me?

Olivia: I can't Brian will be back tonight from undercover

Caller: Please

Olivia: I'll be there

She walks out of her office. Rollins and Amaro both look up.

Olivia: Hey guys…go home already….see you tomorrow I'm taking off

Rollins: yeah we'll be living soon. Have a good night.

Amaro: Night Liv

Rollins walks back to the where the beds are.

Amaro couldn't help but look at her God did she have an awesome figure.

Pull yourself together Amaro he thought to himself…you're a married man….a loveless marriage but married.

Rollins: Hey I'm probably just gonna stay her tonight….I just don't feel like going back to my place, you know….(she trailed off)

Amaro knew she'd been having a hard time after everything that happened with her sister and gambling anonymous

Amaro: I'll stay here with you if you want…I'll just keep working and hit the hay when I'm tired….

Rollins: No you don't have to...

Amaro stood up

Amaro: No I want to

Rollins looked at him and smiled

That smiled that made his heart melt

He sat back down at his desk but then stood up…he didn't know what he was doing or what he was going to say but he followed her to the back…

When he walked in Rollins was changing into a more comfterble shirt to sleep

Amaro: Oh God I'm sorry

He turned around to walk away

Rollins: What Amaro you never seen a girl in a Bra before? (She laughed)

He chuckled

Amaro: Night Amanda

Rollins: Wait...(she didn't know what made her do it, this was not her she wasn't weak and she never asked anything of anyone, but she needed someone to hold her to tell her everything would be ok)

Rollins: Nick would you…..mind giving me a hug?

Amaro: (shocked) Yeah….ofcourse no problem

He got closer and hugged her. Her body felt so nice pressed against his. Her warmth felt so right.

Tears started running down her face

Rollins: I'm sorry it's just…..

Amaro: It's ok Amanda…Everythings ok...(he held her face in his hands)

He started kissing her forhead, nose and cheeks and he kept repeating "it's okay I'm here for you".

All of a sudden she pressed her lips against his. She backed away.

Rollins: Oh Gosh! I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking…

Amaro: No it's fine it's okay (he was trying hard not to show how much he wanted more)

Rollins: You know what, I should go this was a bad idea (she started gathering her things)

Amaro: It's the middle of the night you can't go….Amanda it's ok just go to sleep….

Rollins: No….I have to go

Amaro: Please stay (he grabbed her arm gently)

He didn't know what made him do it. But he started kissing her passionately. Rollins dropped the things she had in her hands.

Next thing you know they were against the wall all over each other….Things happened that night that would change everything between them.

Amaro woke up in a small bunk bed with Rollins by his side….

"Oh shit" he thought

He looked at his watch.

6:30am

He got up quietly and put his shirt back on.

He walked out to the squad room buttoning up his shirt.

He was startled to hear Olivia.

Olivia: You slept here all night?

Amaro: Um yeah Rollins and I just slept on the bunk beds

He was grateful Olivia hadn't gone back there and seen them in the same bed half naked.

He went to grab some breakfast.

Later on…..

Amaro had gone home and changed.

He walked into the precint.

He looked over to Rollins desk immediately. There she was working on some paperwork.

She looked up at him than back down.

Amaro: Morning everyone

Fin: Finally decided to show up hahaha

Amaro: Hey!

Munch: Maria got you tied to the bed hahaha

Amaro immediately looked over at Rollins….he didn't feel comfortable talking about Maria when she was around. Especially after last night. But Rollins just kept working.

Olivia: Alright we have a rape in SoHo. Who wants it?

Rollins: I'll take it….fin you up for it

Fin: Yeah sure.

They walked out.

Amaro just stared at her. She hadn't said one thing to him. It started to freak him out.

That afternoon work was done early.

Olivia: Who's up for dinner?

Amaro: Sounds good (he wanted to talk to Rollins outside of work, so he thought food and drinks would be good)

Fin: Sure

Munch: Yum!

Rollins: I think I'm just gonna head home

Few days passed

Amaro walked in Early to his surprise Rollins was sitting at her desk. This was his chance he thought.

Amaro: Hey

Rollins: Hey (didn't look up kept working at her desk)

Amaro: Amanda we need to talk

Rollins: About what? Amaro there's nothing to talk about

Amaro: What do you mean there's nothing to talk about….you've barely said two words to me in the past few days.

Rollins: sorry I've been busy

Amaro: Don't give me that Bull…

Rollins getting upset: What do you want me to say Nick….it was a mistake! You're a married man and we should have never crossed that line….but me I'm always getting myself into shit like this….can we just pretend it never happened…..please

Amaro mad: Fine! It never happened

Rollins: Ok

Amaro: Ok

Olivia walks in

Olivia: Morning you two (she could feel tension) is everything ok?

Amaro: Everything's fine!

Olivia: um sorry I asked

Olivia's phone rings. She picks up.

Olivia: Um oh yeah I'll pick it up later…..ok bye

Few weeks later

Amaro would find himself randomly thinking about Amanda and that night. The way she looked, the way her skin felt, the way she kissed

Here they were again working late again…

Rollins: Hey I'm gonna go

Amaro: Share a cab?

Rollins: Um sure….

In the cab

Amaro checking his phone.

Texts:

Maria: where r u?

Amaro: workin late sorry

Maria: what time you gonna be hom?

Amaro: don't know yet

End texts

Rollins: here's my place

Amaro: walk you to the door make sure you're safe (he chuckled)

As they stepped out of the taxi…it sped off

Amaro: Oh shit I guess he thought this was my stop too….hahaha…I'll just walk the rest of the way it's not far

Rollins: you sure? we can call another cab

Amaro: Night Rollins (he started walking backwards and slipped)

Rollins: Gosh Amaro really? Hahaha

Amaro: ouch that hurt and more than just physically hahaha

Rollins: are you okay? Your forehead it's bleeding? God come in I'll help you clean that cut up

Inside Rollins apartment

Rollins: Excuse the mess or lack of since there's nothing here besides my bed hahaha

Amaro: don't worry about it

They walk into her bedroom since theres only a bed to sit on in the whole apartment

Rollins went into her bathroom and came back with swabs and and a band aid. She kneeled down and started cleaning the cut.

She was so beautiful he thought to himself.

Rollins: There you go all better

He hadn't realized but his hands were on her hips when she stood up.

Rollins: Um you want something to eat? (Backing away from his hands)

Amaro's phone vibrated.

Rollins: You should go

Amaro: yeah

Rollins: I mean I don't want to be mean it's late you could crash her if you want….can't offer a couch though haha just the floor

Amaro: Amanda….(he started)

Rollins: Don't….

She was weak around him. She didn't understand why.

He got closer to her and suddenly it was like a wave had hit her. They were kissing like there was no tomorrow. He lifted her and in no time they were on her bed.

Both knew it wasn't right, yet it felt so right.

Amaro's phone kept vibrating.

After this they couldn't seem to stay away from each other texting and having inside jokes like a couple of teenagers

Amanda knew it wasn't right she didn't want to be this person…the other woman but she couldn't stay away from him and him the same

One day Amanda walked into the Squad Room and there were flowers on her desk.

She smiled.

Fin: well, well, someone's got a secret admirer

Amanda knew exactly who they were from

Amaro: Wow Rollins someone must really care (he winked)

Later that afternoon

Maria walked into the Squad room

Rollins looked up from her desk and saw her. Her stomach turned all of a sudden she felt awful

Maria: Hi! Rollins right?

Rollins nodded

Maria: Sorry to bug but have you seen my husband?

Rollins: Um yeah I think he stepped out for some air

Fin saw Amanda's face so he interrupted

Fin: Hi Maria…I'll get him for you

Just as he was about to go Amaro walked back in

Maria: Amor! Guess what?

Amaro: What are you doing here? (He looked over at Amanda)

Maria: I made dinner reservations at 6:00

Amaro: Maria I don't have time… I have a lot of work

Olivia overhears and innocently says

Olivia: Go ahead Amaro….Go spend time with your wife

Amaro: no it's ok

Maria: But baby…

Amaro: Go home Maria

Later That night… Everyone's going home

Rollins: Nick we need to talk

Amaro: Yeah?

Rollins: don't do this….she's still your wife

Amaro: She soon won't be

Rollins: What?

Amaro: My Lawyer is working on divorce papers….she knows it's coming, that's why she's acting like this

Rollins: Don't do this…not cause of me I don't want to be that woman

Amaro: Baby you didn't do this….it was a long time coming you know that

Down deep inside she knew that but she still felt guilty

Rollins: I can't do this (she walked out the precint)

Amaro: Amanda wait (she was gone)