This is my first Vampire Academy story, so please be nice! The song is Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne! I hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer:I do not own Vampire Academy wish I did tho!
Lets talk this over
its not like were dead
was it somthing i did?
Was it something you did?
I can't believe it Dimitri, might be leaving me, how could he do this to me. All I did was kiss him, of course now hes going to forget about me. Im just a child.
Don't leave me hangin'
in a city so dead.
Held up so high
on such a breakable thread
He just walks past me. It would hurt less if he told me himself that he would be leaving, because now i have to pretend that I don't even know whats going on! I don't want to do this, he hurt me and I don't even think he realizes it! I walk by him in the hall, he just looks at me, I wonder if he can see the red around my eyes. I know he can, its obviouos, but he just doesn't care thats why he hasn't said anything to me.
You where all the things I ever wanted
and i thought we could be
He was everything I want. I feel like my heart has been ripped out. I thought he was going to be the guy that changed me. He was the only one that I actually cared what he thought of me. It killed me when he caught me with Jesse, I was so ashamed. Not that i had been caught but because of the fact that it was him that caught me. Why do I feel this way over someone who doesn't even care about me.
You
were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be,
supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close
to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So
much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
He finally talked to me today. It was wierd I have all these emotions for him, and I know he has them for me! Well, my happy ending is happening anytime soon. Why can't I just accept that? Do I really love him that much? Of course I do! If he died I would die! Isn't that what love is all about, caring about somone so completely taht imagining life without them hurts you so deeply that it just hurts to breathe? Well, bye bye air, because Im not going to get my wish I can tell you that much right now! Maybe one day, he will finaaly see that we could be together, and not endanger Lissa. Im not sure how, but we could work it out. Its better than all this pain im feeling over him. I wonder if he feels it to?
Looks like niether of us will have a Happy ending.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________So how did you like it? Was it bad? I only used about half of the song, becasue i just finished Shadow Kiss and Im all depressed about him, becasue i Love there romance!
Does anyone know when the next book is coming out? Well, please review! Do any of you think I should make this like a series with alot of different songs. If you do send me some songs. I love to write so, just send some songs!
Love, Babiicourt
