AN: This will be a multi chapter story. I don't know how long. I have had it in my head for a while and already have the epilogue planned:P I also plan on there being a sequel but not sure yet:) This is nobody's point of view. Oh and I know the pairing is Courtney and Trent but it actually revolves around a love square... wow bet you guys can guess that one:P Please review. Disclaimer: I don't own TDI or it's characters.
The Four of Us-Prologue
Love is a very hard thing to understand. At one point in my life I thought that I understood it very well. I trusted and I had no fears whatsoever. I was wrong all along. The path I was on did not last and things changed.
I once loved someone so much that it made my heart explode to just think about them. For some reason in the midst of a fairy tale like relationship I let it all go. Things spun out of control and I knew I was completely lost.
I was in another relationship shortly after and I still have yet to figure out if I was ever satisfied with it. The one whom I was once in a relationship with moved on too, to a most unlikely person. It surprised me but then maybe it should not have.
In this time period I felt as if I was a guest within my own life. I felt like every decision I made was on impulse and never thought through carefully. I often regret these decisions I made in this period of my life.
I do not know if the one whom I let slip away ever thought of me again. From time to time I felt like maybe I could feel their eyes on me from across a crowded room. Maybe I was wrong. All I do know is I thought of them often.
I often wish that I had not made an idiotic mistake. No I do not speak of the one where I feel I lost the most wonderful relationship, it does involve that though. You see when I lost that relationship I lost heaps more I lost the only friends I ever knew. This is our story.
