Stormy Nights

Prologue

I still think about that night. That night in the storm. When we made love for the first time, in his old cottage, the cottage that Zander owns now. I feel guilty yes but my love for Nikolas is over coming that a bit. I know that it will always be there that one night. That one night that made our Daughter. The daughter he can never know about, as far as every one is concern she is Zander's. I am lucky that she looks like me and not Nikolas or the secret would be out.

I remember how he kissed me, like no one else matter. I like I was the only woman he could ever satisfy his needs. Like I was his breath for living. Sometimes I want to tell Zander the truth, some one the truth. Nicole, maybe one day when we are all old I will tell her and everyone the truth. Maybe one day I will tell her she is a princess. A princess whose father was the love of her mommy's life. But will she understand. Will she understand that her mother lied to the only father she had ever knew, her biological father, or to her. Will she hate me? Will she despise me? Will she knew that I did this for her own good? That if I hadn't her real father may had died. It hurts to lie to everyone. To tell everyone her father is not someone who is not. Some one who had never bore a child himself.

I still love him; it has been six years since that night. Six years since we made love. Since we gave into our passion. The passion that over came us that night. That made us one that stormy night. I want to run to him. To tell him the truth but one day, some day it will be the time but right now, right now it has to remain a secret. Nikolas is happy, with Lydia, they have a son. They are happy and I will not take that away from them. I will stay with Zander and everyday lie to everyone. Lie that Nicole is his daughter.