*I've re-writtens this about four times and I've decided that this will be my final time even attempting at making it better. ahahaha at myself*
Prologue
All I can think about is him, and how I want him and his touch. I want to feel his breath on my neck as we sleep next to each other and have his beautiful lips touch mine. I think it would be nice to have his hand holding mine as we walk through our infinte lives together. He is all I want and all I need. Scott Noel. The person that is my soul mate. His eyes are so blue and skin so pale and lips so perfect that I'm sure they taste like heaven. Currently I'm trying to think of ways to thank him for turning me into this creature. All of these ways aren't what he wants. I understand this, but I love him so much, My dead, unbeating heart aches with the need to love him with all of my entirity, and will never be able to tell him that.
I sound like a love sick young twelve year old that falls in love so easily. It wasn't easy for me to fall in love with Scott. He hated me when we met and I felt the same. Still sometimes the feelings of hatred I have for him comes back so strong and I remember my first few months at the Noel household. It was after my fifteenth birthday and I finally learned the truth about my parents.
I used to think that my parents were so deeply in love with each other that there had been no others. I thought my parents were the perfect parents. I thought they loved me and older brother with their entire being. My parents were my heroes. Now they no longer were. The image I had was shattered the moment Liz gave me the letter.
My dearest Aura,
Today you're turning fifteen. Ah what a glorious age fifteen is. You're finally old enough to be really interested in boys and I feel so terrible that I cannot be here with you to experience it. I really should've told you sooner than now but I promised someone something. Something I couldn't share with you until now.
Aura, when I was younger; before I met your father I was in love with another. He wasn't like anyone I've ever met before. He was dark, tall and handsome. He treated me like a princess, he gave me the world pretty much. When I found out that he was a vampire I freaked. I mean I didn't know what he was going to do to me. Maybe make me a blood slave. I ended it. After a few years he sent me a letter. Telling me that I would have two children. A boy and a girl. The boy would be put up for adoption and the girl I would keep. He told me that on my children's fifteenth birthday, he would come to claim them and turn them into one of the living dead. If I didn't agree to this he would've killed me and your father. So I agreed. I'm so sorry my darling. Aura, you'll be leaving Liz and Al tonight. You're going to be collected by a Ash Noel. He'll have your brother, whose been turned already and soon the same will happen to you. I love you. I'm sorry.
Love,
Your mother
well shit. I've been lied to for the longest time
