Chapter 1


They say that loving someone you know you can never have is the worse thing to do because of all the heartache and loneliness it leaves you in well this is my heartache.
The heartache of a lonely witch destined to be alone not knowing the truth at least that's what i thought.

Characters

Hermione/ Draco

Ginny/Harry

Ron/ Hermione

Draco/ Pansy

(Main pairs.)


I always thought I was happy with Ron i really did I mean I've been in love with him since forever but I guess it was never true love because he never gave me the attention that I wanted he would ditched me and he would only be closed to me with a kiss and that's it I mean I want more and I want more with him at least I did until now, all I can think about is the daring yet mean Draco Malfoy I don't know when it started but all I know is that i can't go a day without thinking of him he makes me weak in the knee's but I know it can never be I mean I'm a mudblood and that's all he'll ever see me as some know-it-all girl who's ugly and the only guy that she'll ever have is a ginger low life who doesn't show how much he really cares about me.

It is a new year at Hogwarts and to be honest it was going ok so far i mean i was a bit happier with Ron we have gone further and we've started being a real couple and I've grown up i mean grown as in I'm a women my hair isn't as frizzy i show more skin i know how to wear clothes that don't make look like a slut, and I have been getting more attention from some boys which is good but I'm ok with Ron, but it doesn't stop me thinking about him. How he makes me feel the way in which i wish i could be with him even knowing the true reality of my thoughts but to tell you the truth when I'm with Ron i think that i with him.

The School was buzzing with excitement with the new year I was thrilled to see all my friends again and hear them say how much i have changed i really wish i could say the same but there all the same all look like they did last year but i hate to feel mean so i say so have you.
I look around the hall and spot him my has he changed got bigger more muscular and his hair looks so soft and god I want to fun my fingers through it.

Oh god he looked i hope he didn't notice.


Other side of the room.

'Well, well, well looks like Granger has changed maybe me and her should hook up i mean after all she is in fact a pureblood i wonder if she knows yet hmm.'


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