This is a short, tiny little onesided Dean/Cas oneshot set during episode nine. The shows been back on the air for two months and I'm still disappointed they killed off Cas. Oh, I was rewatching Nip/Tuck the other day. Misha totally played a guy that could, uh, bend well enough to give himself blow job...Yeah...Saw that by accident while rewatching it. I still love that show.

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"Are you kidding me? I feel great. I haven't felt this good in months."

Sam eyed his brother while he hopped up on the kitchen counter to sit.

"Even Cas…and all those feelings I had…" Dean waved a hand.

Sam stared at him a moment. "Feelings?"

"Yeah," Dean answered, the 'duh' in his voice clear, like Sam should have known already. He didn't elaborate further, though.

"You had feelings for Cas?" Sam pressed.

"Dude, I was totally in love with the guy." Dean's tone was casual, offhand and he was playing with the buttons on his coat like they were the most fascinating things in the room.

Bobby, for one, didn't look too terribly surprised. In fact, he was pretty much ignoring them, instead opening the aluminum foil on Dean's half eaten sandwich. Sam was still stuck.

He nearly slapped himself on the forehead because, yeah, maybe he should have known. He knew Dean, should have known from the way Dean had reacted to what Cas had been doing with Crowley. Should have known from the way Dean had been acting since Cas' death.

The problem, of course, was that he had no idea what to say now. Mostly because he was still a little surprised and Dean was still a little high.

"I think you made my sandwich mad," Dean commented, bringing Sam out of his thoughts.

Sam didn't get the chance to confront Dean about it. Dean didn't bring it up. Sam had meant to, after the job was done but after the job was done, they were both racing to a hospital with a dying Bobby in the back of the van.

The questions were pushed to the back of his mind, to be saved for a later date when they weren't panicking at the thought of losing Bobby.