Cries of the heart

Yet again this is another Amuto Vampire fanfic. Only this is consists of Zeki so Tadamu and Kaki fans please no flaming. By the way this fanfic is probably going to be very emotional and not everything is just like it is in the animes. Hope you enjoy I don't own Shugo chara or Vampire knight.

Amu's POV

I sat in the corner of my room yet again today. As tears stained my cheeks and I yet again ended up cutting myself. My parents never loved me. They used to make me knell on raw rice for hours a few times, smacked me around with a belt, punched and kicked me and they made me sleep in an old, dirty, leaky, cold attic. I went through this routinely until about 2 years ago when I was 14. My best friend Yuuki finally told me that I could live with her and her adoptive father. She like me was also abused by her biological parents. Only now that Yuuki and I are 16 and we're transferring to cross academy. Which Kaien is the chairman to the school. It's called cross academy but, that wasn't the reason why I cut myself. The reason I cut myself was because my parents called me. They were drunk and they started joking about how they abused me. I for endured their cruel jokes. One reason probably being that it was one of those few times I actually got a call from them. I then laid on my bed and cried as I let sleep take me. That morning I woke up and got ready for school. Kaien lived in a house near school campus. Which means that I only have to walk less than a block to school. As I was walking into the school a lot of people stared at me. They also stared at Yuuki who was not too far from me. I was too busy looking at my schedule when I bumped into someone and I fell.

"Oh sorry I didn't see you there." I said as was brushing myself off. When I looked up I saw a boy with midnight blue hair and eyes. It was none other than Tsukiyomi Ikuto. He was smirking at me.

"Wow pinky is throwing herself at me already?" He teased as his smirk grew wider. I was about to reply when Yuuki stepped in front of me.

"Ikuto leave her alone she just got here." She said

"Wow Yuuki it's been so long and you're still defending Amu?" Ikuto teased

"Now, now Ikuto leave them alone you guys aren't little kids anymore." Kaname said as he approached us.

"Good morning Kaname." Yuuki and I said in unison

"Good morning Yuuki, Amu." Kaname replied

"Well Yuuki, Amu it's been awhile and I'm still surprised you two can put up with Kaname." Zero said as they approached us from behind. Ikuto, Kaname, and Zero have known Yuuki and I since we were both 5 years old. There about almost a year older than us. Which means we've known them a little more than 11 years. Ikuto, Zero, and Kaname are brothers. Utau is also another friend of ours and she dates Kukai. Utau nor Kukai are related to Ikuto or his brothers. Kukai and Utau also go to Cross academy.

"Hiya Amu-Chan Yuuki-chan." Utau said as she hugged us. Kukai was right behind her.

"So what classes do you have first?" Kaname asked.

"Um I have history first." I said

"I have math." Yuuki said

"Well Amu I guess I'll escort you to class." Ikuto said with another smirk. Just as the bell rang we heard someone scream from upstairs. We all ran and saw a girl on the floor bleeding. Yuuki, Utau, and I immediately ran to the girls. We noticed the boys were standing back with pained looks on their faces. Aidou and Senri weren't too far away. In fact they were walking away and they were about to turn the corner when Yuuki yelled.

"DID YOU TWO DO THIS?" but they were gone the girl looked as if she was going to lose consciousness. A teacher quickly came and took the girl to the infirmary. The guys quickly grabbed us and rushed to class. Ikuto was sitting behind me. And another one of my friends Rima was sitting next to me. Her long curly golden blonde locks were flowing down her back. She hugged me and we started discussing what happened in the hall moments ago. I glanced back and I noticed Ikuto still had a pained expression on his face. When it was finally time for lunch Yuuki, Utau, Rima, Ikuto, his brothers and I were sitting at one table together. Unfortunately I got a phone call that ruined my day. It was my parents. When I saw the number that was calling on my phone I instantly froze.

"Amu what's wrong?" Yuuki asked worriedly. I hesitantly responded.

"Um nothing i–it's just that I um have to go take a call, I'll be right back." With that I quickly walked outside. I sat on the ground with my back against a tree. I slowly answered my phone.

"H-Hello?" I answered while stuttering.

"Aw it's our little cherry blossom. I wanted to call to make sure you still remembered all the fun your father and I had while beating you." My mother said while hysterically laughing. As she kept tormenting me tears started to fall. I then hung up on her. Only to have her call back calling me an ungrateful bitch for hanging up on her. Before she hung up she told me that my ex-boyfriend Tadase s coming to see me. Then she hung up on me. This news yet again brought me to tears. The reason I broke up with Tadase was that he was abusive. My parents set me up with him on purpose so that he could abuse me. They watched a few times as he would slam me against a wall and kick me then he'd grab me by my hair and continuously punch and slap me. My parents would just sit there and laugh at me. Yuuki knew about Tadase but she couldn't do anything because my parents told Yuuki she wasn't allowed to come around our house while Tadase was there. With all these memories running around inside my head I grabbed a small blade from my bag and I cut my right arm. Suddenly I heard someone coming. It was Yuuki. She was running towards me. She told me that the chairman told Yuuki about Tadase coming. She kneeled down and hugged me tightly. She didn't notice the cut I just made or the blade because before she came I put it back in my bag.

"A-Amu I know Tadase is coming a-and I p-promise to keep him away from you." Yuuki stuttered as she was sobbing. She was worried about me because she knew that Tadase hurt me till I was almost pushed over the edge.

"Y-Yuuki w-why d-does it have t-to be t-this w-way." I stuttered because I too was crying. Everyone came but they didn't understand why we were crying. Only Rima knew about how Yuuki and I were abused. She bent down and hugged me and Yuuki. After a few minutes the bell rang for last period. Thankfully Yuuki, Rima, and I have the same last period class. After the last bell rang Yuuki and I went to our dorm room. The chairman let me and Yuuki have a dorm room instead of us always walking home while everyone else had a dorm. It was a nice dorm room that Yuuki and I shared together. Yuuki is like a sister to me. We each have our room. That night I yet again cut myself and cried myself to sleep.

Ikuto's POV

My dorm room isn't too far away from Amu's. I could a shallow scent of Amu's blood. When we were younger Amu would have sleepovers with all of us in the dorms. I use to notice strange bruises on her arms and legs. Along with small cuts or marks on her face. I knew someone did it to her. After a while I started to notice consistent and very similar cuts on her right arm. With my abilities I sometimes use to go to her house from a tree I watched the abuse she endured. It broke my heart and what was worse was that if I would have interfered I could've killed Amu or her parents. I've been deeply in love with Amu since that day I saw her when she was five. Only I had to control over my vampire abilities before I could help her. Yuuki was able to help her which made me happy. Only her parents still call Amu and torment her on how they use to abuse her. I once found o blade in her bathroom with Amu's scent on it. I know Amu cuts herself and I once stole her blade without her knowing. And yet she got another one. I've sometimes purposely slept next Amu and wiped away her tears as she slept. If I were to go to her room I might bite her. Although it won't turn her I still don't want to bite her. Over time Amu and I became close friends. Unfortunately the kiddy king is coming and if he lays a hand on Amu I'm going to lose it. I hate to see Amu as hurt as she used to be. She's my everything. Her kind and loving heart has always been there for me. And even if her scent is dangerously intoxicating I've learned to control myself. Her golden orbs look lovingly into mine. When she used to cry I'd hold her till she felt better. It hurt me to see her that way but even when she felt hurt she still would see if was okay or if I were upset she'd be right there to comfort me with her warm smile. And I've loved her for so long, but being realistically why would Amu love a vampire like me? Zero and Kaname fight over Yuuki but I'm pretty sure they feel like me. Either way I can't help how I feel about Amu.

Okay hope you liked it. Please review but please no flaming.