Another song ficcy by moi! I love making these. Its fun finding lyrics that match characters so sit tight and continue to read plz!
Disclaimer: only Takaya-senei owns Furuba and Embrace owns Looking As You Are
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Hatsuharu Sohma starred out the window outside his slightly messy room. It's been a few weeks now…
I told the Devil and the deep blue sea to hide
I thought that you were after them
I was right
She's the kind that heads straight onward when she's in determined mode. She'll go to many lengths to achieve her goal. She can be crazy sometimes…
But it's a picture I'll always keep in mind
Where you say I've never been even liked
For anything truly mine
It's been a few weeks now since she's discarded me… since she told me she didn't need me… that she "had enough" of me…
And you did it looking as you are
Looking as you are
And who's this coming from? From that crying little girl in the hospital. The one that collapsed in the road. The one who was discarded herself…
Love enters, and leaves you through your eyes
You threw away the only thing that I like
How could she just send me away? I gave her me. All of my heart. All that I had. I gave it to her and loved her even more than myself…
And ought tell ya, that things will be alright
It never really seems that way, late at night
The night was moonless as its twinkling stars fell upon me. Like those fierce, dark eyes… Full of passion and what I thought was love… and then they were gone…
When you did it looking as you are
Looking as you are
Once again, this is from that little girl who used to cry in her room alone. Be in pain alone. I wanted to show her that she wasn't alone. I wanted to be with her. I wanted to love her. I just wanted her. Simple as that.
Now I know, that the world's not waiting for you, nor for me
And I know that the world gets heavy, will change?
But it's been a few weeks now… still I can't stand not being by her side. I need her just as she needs me. Why is she so blind right now?
'Cause you did it looking as you are
looking as you are
Sighing, I laid back down upon my pillow, still gazing up at the sky. Mysterious, beautiful… just as she is. Yet it's sad and lonely… just as she was back then… crying so much… I think she still is…
Now you're gone, I stand on my own
Unfortunately, Rin, I don't think you can just yet…
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Author's note: I tried my hardest to capture Haru's mind in this confused phase. I think I got it pretty well and I thought the song went with him. I got all inspired while listening to it so I hope you enjoyed this! review plz!
Briellesabop out
