Walk on the beach with me

As me and mum walk hand in hand on the beach I stop on the top of the hill were a bunch of roses stood I showed mum and showed her how it over looked the sea. Me and mum made it our spot for ever. She tells me how much she loves me and that she doesn't want me to go. But what could I do fate has something planned for all of us.

Gentle night

Hold me tight

Feelings grow

I'm all alone.

Starless skies

Meet my cries

In the dark

We lost our spark

let me go

I want to know.

How you feel

. What went wrong?

It's like reality put into a song.

Why don't you look at me?

Why don't you care?

Why do I see my heart broken lying there

Why didn't you pick it up

Why didn't you see

Through all your troubles good or bad there was always me.

have you ever heard the sound of rain? And how loud it is on the roof when it falls. Well that's how my tears sound when I'm crying in my room as my tears hit the ground. The start to this unfortunate story starts with me hi my name is jess I have brain cancer and am not expected to make it. My boyfriend found out 3 days ago and I have not heard from him since. So much for love *sigh*I only have 7 months to live but it seems like only a day. I check my phone for any miss calls from him or messages but nothing shows up. My parents looked at me saying to relax and rest and forget about him he's not worth it or your pain. But he was he was the boy that mad my world stop that opened my eyes to all that is beautiful he made me feel like I could live forever but it is all a mist now. I walk upstairs to my room and close the door. I find some paper and I write down everything I feel I need to say.

28/05/14

Mum and dad as you know I am dying and I hope you get this after I have passed.

Do not cry

Do not fear

I will always be right here

I'll be your angel

Your shinning bright night star

That will look over you from heaven to afar

I love you all for ever

And on and on and on

But it's time for you to let go now

Your journeys just begun

Burry me under the roses mum that looks over the sea. I want to be at peace mum and at peace you will let me be. Visit me every day mum lay your flowers down. Tell me all your troubles mum. Troubles from day to dawn. Tell my sister how much I love her and give her everything. For I will be up there mum were the roses look over the sea.

Remember me when you walk on the beach past those red roses mum

Yours always your bright shining angel.