Songs from Spike and I Are in a Band and "Life is But a Song"
By PNS (or aka the characters)

Spike's Song (MY Pain) by Spike

'Here I am
A Lonely man
Far from my mother Night
Here I am
A lonely man
Chained in the light

I never asked to be the one to be
Lost and found, then set free
I'm a demon in a man's clothes
And God only knows
That I…

Chorus: That I am, torn from limb to limb every night
Because I love what's wrong
And do everything that's right
That I love the good
And forgot that I could-

I could make the world bleed
It's been so long since I've done a bad deed
Don't you know I'm a bad boy
Not some baby Slayer's Toy

I'm a rebel, bleached of all that's pure
And you can bet for sure…

That I am, torn from limb to limb every night
Because I love what's wrong
And do everything that's right
That I love the good
And forgot that I could-

Give into the need
And let my soul be freed…'

I'm Alright by Buffy
"\\I want to find a future
That suits my past
I want to find a dream
I can hold onto at last//

Chorus:
\\I can be the girl you see
But so much is different inside of me
Please, I'm not asking you to worry
I'll be fine
If I can win, one last time//

\\Could you be the one to hold me tonight?
If I cold just stay on my feet..
I'm not sure I'll make it to the light
As I make it down this one way street//

\\Did you know little girls can have destinies
Mapped out in the stars?
Did you know little girls could have so many scars?
I'm not asking for answers. Because the questions I can't find//

\\Someone tell me I deserve
An end to this endless night
Someone tell me what I'm doing
Makes any difference in the fight//

\\I can be the girl you see
But so much is different inside of me
Please, I'm not asking you to worry
I'll be fine
If I can win, one last time//

\\Don't mind my rambling
Don't mind my tears
It's just that I've been a Slayer
All these years
So Mom coming home
Wait for me//

\\Please, I'm not asking you to worry
I'll be fine
If I can win, one last time//


Finding Sanity by Buffy
\\My body is a pendulum
Swaying with the tides
I go where I am needed
A warrior ravaged by time

My feet have yet to touch the sand
Upon a distant shore
I have yet to know sleep
Like a dreamer peaceful in the night

Chorus: I've felt alive before
I want to feel it again
But I don't know where to find
My own sane piece of mind

My heart lies, buried in the ground
Locked in heaven, I've been thrust out
To walk the earth and hell
Not allowed to even shout
"When do I get my share?

I've felt alive before
I want to feel it again
But I don't know where to find
My own sane piece of mind//


Listening to a Song by Spike
\\I listen to a song tonight
And it takes me away
Somewhere I know I've been before
She's buying a stairway to heaven

But the price is too high
I've seen her pay for it
With the greatest sacrifice
But she never gets to see the glittering door
Can she take anymore?

Watching her I know
Turning her away is crueler than
Leading her into my world
Why are we chosen to fight?
What more can we learn?

They turned her away at the door
And I know I'll never make it that far
I guess that's the price you pay
For living

I never asked to be this man
I never asked to walk this path
So why am I so glad to be here
Watching her?

I listen to a song tonight
And it takes me away
Somewhere I know I've been before
She's buying a stairway to heaven

But the price is too high
I've seen her pay for it
With the greatest sacrifice
But she never gets to see the glittering door
Can she take anymore?

I believe if I believe enough in her
She'll make it
And I'll make it
But God how can I believe?//

Slipping Away by Spike
\\My baby
I'm afraid
That we'll be stuck in our past
We've tried running but we always go back

And I know we can't live in yesterday
Cos you're all I know of tomorrow
So we keep going on
Together
Looking for a place to rest
I could ride the wind, with you by my side
But without us
I cannot survive

When you went away
I felt a chill always in the air
The world got so cold
And I hate to remember
Why do I remember?
We can' t look back

A darkness creeps upon me
And I sink back into death
When I think about how far I've come
And what I will lose
If I can't go forward
Without slipping back

My baby
I'm afraid
That we'll be stuck in our past
We've tried running forward but we always go back//

Interlude by Buffy

\\The demons they ignore
The price that they pay for
Being evil
I can't ignore
The price I pay
For being good

I've seen more than you can understand
I've forged rivers when the world was dry
And I've been a firefighter
But I want to give in
I don't feel more than what he gives me

I'm a reflection and all I see is him
I'm an echo
I'm a shadow
Of air, and darkness
Don't you see I have no soul?//

\\But from the ashes I will rise anew
For you see what is in me is you
I will weave a new world
For the Fates have given me a new string
To thread my spirit with//


Spinning My World
\\I walked by the ocean in the darkness
And I thought of you
For I love you like the tides
Ever changing, always moving
Together we are like the sun and moon

You fill my world
You're all I bloody think about
And you drive me crazy
I am pulled like the tides
Your gravity pulls me towards you

You spin my world
You rock me, shake me, but please take me
Don't let me be alone
Sweet mother you're my goddess
And you're fine

My head aches and the distance is far
But I feel you
With every breath I don't take
Like a pain, reminding me how much it hurts
When you're not around

Across an ocean, even by my side
I'm alone when I'm not inside you
Because I want to lose myself in you
And become part of you//


I'll Battle Till the Stars by Spike
\\La da da da
There's a girl who walks in beauty
Who walks in the pain of the night
She's does everything that's needed
Always equaling the fight

There's a girl who asks me
If what she does is right
And I can't say 'cos I can't tell
All I know is

I made a promise to a lady once
And I make it every night
I'll battle all the darkness
Until happiness is in sight

Some day God willing
I will sleep eternally
My soul resting with the stars
She doesn't know
But I want it

All she wants, everyday
In and out and running
Fast as we can
She's driving me straight to insanity
And I love it
She wants me
She wants me

I made a promise to a lady once
And I make it every night
I'll battle all the darkness
Until happiness is in sight

What can I say
I'm a dreamer
I'm a fighter
I'm a restless spirit drifting in this world
I'm mad, I'm crazy
And she's leaving it all behind
But I'll keep my promise…//