Watching your blood drip off my chin

I watch our reflection in the mirror

Your eyes so filled with fear

Wanting to trust me so very bad

But entirely afraid of the unknown

I rest my hands upon your knees

Whispering softly, trying to calm you down

My approach works momentarily

But the minute I begin sucking again

You squeal , begging me to stop

I sigh, knowing the only way is straightforward

Working right on through the screams

You'll cry now but thank me later

I bear my teeth, inferring I was continuing

I feel you shaking as I roll you over

I stop and stare down at you

Kissing you shoulder,

Silently begging you to forgive me

But in the split second that I am out

You flip us over

Knocking us both to the floor

I gasp at the sudden weight on my back

In total shock of your trickery

You sneaky bastard

You had me from the start

But somehow…I cannot be mad

I can hear you whispering as I slowly blank out

And I whisper back

"I love you more"