Watching your blood drip off my chin
I watch our reflection in the mirror
Your eyes so filled with fear
Wanting to trust me so very bad
But entirely afraid of the unknown
I rest my hands upon your knees
Whispering softly, trying to calm you down
My approach works momentarily
But the minute I begin sucking again
You squeal , begging me to stop
I sigh, knowing the only way is straightforward
Working right on through the screams
You'll cry now but thank me later
I bear my teeth, inferring I was continuing
I feel you shaking as I roll you over
I stop and stare down at you
Kissing you shoulder,
Silently begging you to forgive me
But in the split second that I am out
You flip us over
Knocking us both to the floor
I gasp at the sudden weight on my back
In total shock of your trickery
You sneaky bastard
You had me from the start
But somehow…I cannot be mad
I can hear you whispering as I slowly blank out
And I whisper back
"I love you more"
