I hate myself sometimes
Unlike most, i know exactly why
You make me hate who i am
You make me hate that i love you
You make me want to die sometimes
Because i know even if you took everything i have
Id still crawl on my bloodied hands and knees to get to you
No matter how many times you'll kick my face into the mud
No matter how many times i have to shed all of my blood
Id die for you
Id do anything for you
You pull me in and suffocate me
Again and again
kill me, save me
Love me, hate me
I cant stop this goddamn circle
All my bones are broken now
All my blood has spilled
Cold and white
I lay, barely alive
Teal eyes turned pale
Ive given everything
To be here now, with your knife at my neck
And your beautiful voice at my ear
While you smile wickedly at me,
my siren, my dear.
