I hate myself sometimes

Unlike most, i know exactly why

You make me hate who i am

You make me hate that i love you

You make me want to die sometimes

Because i know even if you took everything i have

Id still crawl on my bloodied hands and knees to get to you

No matter how many times you'll kick my face into the mud

No matter how many times i have to shed all of my blood

Id die for you

Id do anything for you

You pull me in and suffocate me

Again and again

kill me, save me

Love me, hate me

I cant stop this goddamn circle

All my bones are broken now

All my blood has spilled

Cold and white

I lay, barely alive

Teal eyes turned pale

Ive given everything

To be here now, with your knife at my neck

And your beautiful voice at my ear

While you smile wickedly at me,

my siren, my dear.