After all the pain I put you through SORRY seems not enough, I know that even if I tell this to you a thousand times it will never be enough.
I hope one day you'll understand the true meaning behind this one word, It may never be enough but all of my feelings were in to it.
I'm a jerk and I'm not an expressive person so I couldn't comfort you with other words that I know I couldn't say.
On my way into change I have been recently wondering why did you choose me, why an uchiha? You and I and everyone knows I am not a great person, I know that you know In your heart I'm nothing but an asshole who will never ever love you back, but you never stopped believing in this liar inside of me. How long will you go this time for me?
I am weak and I couldn't accept it, I long for love yet I secluded myself from it when from the beginning it's what I'm craving for.
Revenge- Hatred- Jealousy- Power- Betrayal- these are all the lie I embrace and accept inside my heart because I search for an answer to why my life is a big tragic event and in the end the answer left me the pain of truth, the answer that this whole time I am wrong that I am just a victim of love, and with this I hurt you.
I live my one whole life in a world of lie so here I am trying my best to make everything right even if it was hard and people won't accept me easily but knowing that you are still there gives me reason and hope to change my life for better, it's worth fighting for right? So I am praying that you are still with me in this.
And don't even think for the second that this time you are still the least of my concern, because most of the time when I couldn't sleep…I THINK OF YOU.
Our paths crossed not because I'm just a team-mate to you but because you are a part of my life that I could never ever escape even when I try to.
My sins have nothing to do with you and the only thing that you are involve in is when I didn't treat you in the most kind way that I can, you know I'm not a happy person but I will try for you.
I'm grateful that your faith is that strong to never give up on me, because unlike you I'm weak at heart…
You can still wait right? I just need this time to focus on my redemption and when I get back, I will see you.
I miss you today so I thought of you…Sakura
