I know, I know. I am working in another story. But this just popped into my
mind and I just had to write it! Warning: I don't really know what to do
with it so I might just stop on one chapter! But I don't really want to do
that so it might take a little longer for me to update and with the other
story, its going to take a longer time. Don't own anything.
Chapter 1
It has only been a year since we met them, but it seems like an eternity. How I long to brush my hands in her hair again, to feel her lips, to lost myself in her fiery eyes, and to smell in that toxic scent of hers. How I long to hold her in my arms again. How I wish to be with her, hear her voice, and never ever be separate again. To be together forever. But that could never happen, for it is impossible. She is gone and will never come back for it is to, impossible. I could never hold on to her nor will I have anything to remember her by. I could only cherish the memories I have of her. I still remember the way she smell, talk, laugh, and the way she would always smile that special smile to me. The list would go on forever. I will never forget her nor will I allow another in my heart.
I looked to my left and saw my friend Hiei. Then I remember that I'm not the only one that is in this torture.
Hiei is going through the same thing I'm going through. I smiled. Even if he won't admit that he misses her, sometimes I caught him staring at the moon. As if hoping to see her again. But other times I also saw him glaring at the moon, hating her for making him fall in love with her. Hiei looked at me and said, "What are you looking at?" I smiled again and said "nothing."
We are in the same place again, the clearing in the middle of the forest. We always go to this place on every full moon. Why? I don't know. No, that's not it. I already knew why. It's just that the reason seems pointless to me. They will never come back. SHE will never be back. This place is where we first met them. And on a full moon, too. I guess the reason we come here is to remember them. From the day we first met them to the day we are torn form them. I hate her for casting her spell on me. For making me think we can be together for eternity. For this pain in my chest. But I also love her, more than anything. At first I thought this pain would go away, but how wrong I was. This pain had grown each passing day. Why had I fall for her? Why? I knew something like this would happen. But I believe in them. What is it that humans called it? Fantasies. Hn. That baka, Kuwabara, would have faint if he find out. I guess it was true after all. It is better to love than to not love at all.
Then I caught Kurama looking at me. "What are you looking at?" I said. He smiled, "nothing." After an awkward silence, Kurama said, "We need to get going, the others will worry." "Hn."
Chapter 1
It has only been a year since we met them, but it seems like an eternity. How I long to brush my hands in her hair again, to feel her lips, to lost myself in her fiery eyes, and to smell in that toxic scent of hers. How I long to hold her in my arms again. How I wish to be with her, hear her voice, and never ever be separate again. To be together forever. But that could never happen, for it is impossible. She is gone and will never come back for it is to, impossible. I could never hold on to her nor will I have anything to remember her by. I could only cherish the memories I have of her. I still remember the way she smell, talk, laugh, and the way she would always smile that special smile to me. The list would go on forever. I will never forget her nor will I allow another in my heart.
I looked to my left and saw my friend Hiei. Then I remember that I'm not the only one that is in this torture.
Hiei is going through the same thing I'm going through. I smiled. Even if he won't admit that he misses her, sometimes I caught him staring at the moon. As if hoping to see her again. But other times I also saw him glaring at the moon, hating her for making him fall in love with her. Hiei looked at me and said, "What are you looking at?" I smiled again and said "nothing."
We are in the same place again, the clearing in the middle of the forest. We always go to this place on every full moon. Why? I don't know. No, that's not it. I already knew why. It's just that the reason seems pointless to me. They will never come back. SHE will never be back. This place is where we first met them. And on a full moon, too. I guess the reason we come here is to remember them. From the day we first met them to the day we are torn form them. I hate her for casting her spell on me. For making me think we can be together for eternity. For this pain in my chest. But I also love her, more than anything. At first I thought this pain would go away, but how wrong I was. This pain had grown each passing day. Why had I fall for her? Why? I knew something like this would happen. But I believe in them. What is it that humans called it? Fantasies. Hn. That baka, Kuwabara, would have faint if he find out. I guess it was true after all. It is better to love than to not love at all.
Then I caught Kurama looking at me. "What are you looking at?" I said. He smiled, "nothing." After an awkward silence, Kurama said, "We need to get going, the others will worry." "Hn."
