My day started of rough, but as I started my favorite class I swear the foggy day in forks got better. The only reason the day could be better was because HE was there. Yes him, the boy, no he was no boy, (but you get the idea) but the man of my existence. As much as I would love to walk right up to him and declare my love for him, I cannot. You see there are many problems to this, first he is a human, second I and a half vampire, and third Jacob my beloved best friend has imprinted on me already. So every day I just think and wonder what to do and every day I come up with the same thing…nothing.

You see my name is Renesmee Cullen. I am really over 150 years old but, I have to blend in to the human world so I say that I am 16, I look it. My mother's name is Bella; she was turned in a vampire when she was 18 by my father Edward, 17. You may be wondering how two vampires can have a half vampire well, when my mom was human, my mom and dad got married only to find out that she was pregnant a month later. They did not know that she could become pregnant so they took no precautions to prevent it. My father wanted to get rid of me because, I was hurting my mother from the inside out. I was born and my mom had to be turned to save her life

My vampire family is different then others of our kind. We do not drink human blood but blood of animals. We hunt in secret because that is a rule for being a vampire, not to let others know of your existence. We try to blend in by eating human food but everyone has to spit it back up later, the exception is me, it just makes me have to go to the bathroom, but no nutritional value.

As I walk through the lunch line I notice that my family was waiting for me and my dad, Edward, was "in tune" to my thoughts, so I was trying to think of everything that I could that would get my mind off of HIM. The reason my thoughts were not safe were because my dad can read minds and lately he has been really in tune to my thoughts because I have been acting weird ever since we got back to Forks. He is not the only one in my family with special abilities, Alice, can see the future, Jasper, can change your feelings into something that he wants and my mom can shield herself and others mentally from other vampires abilities. Some in my family do not have any abilities but are just as important, like Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, and Rosaline.

When I got to our table and Edward was looking at me funny, crap had he heard me think of HIM? Just then Belle spoke up saying "Renesmee, dear."

"Yes" I replied

"What is wrong?" She asked

"Nothing" I lied. Well I was not really lying I just did not know what else to say to her.

"Belle" Edward said irritated.

"She will tell us when she is ready, do not push her." She responded back

"That does not mean that you have to…" He cut of mid-sentence to hiss and stare at the boys across the lunch room.

"What is wrong" Jasper asked Alice.

She smiled and replied saying that the boys were just being boys.

We all turned our heads to see a group of boys, James was there and others all looking at our group. James looked right at me and our eyes locked my chocolate brown and his deep sea blue, and the world stopped. I could almost not tear my eyes away but I knew that I had to not only to protect him but myself as well.