This is my first fanfiction but I have been reading for a while so I figured I would give writing a is rated for a reason, if you don't like it, or the language please don't read. This is an inside look, I might add more to the beginning if anyone likes it.

I don't own, sad but true. :'( Ally Carter owns that privilege 3

Cam's pov:

"Leave me alone, I can't deal with any of your crap Zach." I screamed in his face once again, as I slammed the door in his face.

"Cammie, can we at least talk about this? It's better than it seems, I will only be away for 4 months this time." He stated through the door. At least he was being nice, last time he picked the lock and made me talk to him.

"You were only suppose to be gone 6 months last time until you got delayed and didn't show up. It's scared me Zach" I muttered, leaning against my front door for support. I would be worrying about him for a year this time, I had had enough.

"Cammie, you know I love you so much, but I have to go. You have to understand. I don't get mad when you leave for a mission." He whispered into the crack of the door, so any prying ears couldn't hear him. For once I couldn't detect any smirk or smile in his tone.

Wait a minute…he said he loved me? THAT was new. I knew we had been going out for a while but he never told me he loved me, he usually only tried showing it. With his cocky smirking hot mouth.

Let's just say things have always been complicated between us, not just because he gets on my nerves. Both myself and the everlasting smirking boy (Zach, if yeah can't take a hint), were spies for the government. We met on a mission 2 years ago, one that my best friends had come on with me. I might let you in on that story later, it could take a while. (if you want me to write about that let me know) But anyway, we met and had an instant connection. It helped that he was beautiful. Its awkward calling him that but it's the truth. Gorgeous brown hair and, sea-green eyes that sparked, he was a very good sight. You could tell he had muscle in all the right places just by looking at him. He looked good enough to eat. Thinking this lead to me blushing, and Zach smirking his stupid hot smirk the whole time. Until we ended up in a closet together, and I kissed that smirk right off his face. My friends dared everyone to play 7 minutes of heaven. This only happened because I had brought my best friends along and they wanted to play with some of Zach's friends. Everyone has been close ever since.