I used to sit at my desk in the police station looking at the same picture over and over again. That picture of me, but not me in the article about the Colorado Kid. I know it's me, but I don't want to believe it. How could it possibly be me, it was before I came to Haven? My eyes focus on it for hours on end trying to pick out differences between me and the person in the picture, the only difference I see is the hair. Mine is short and blonde, and the woman's hair is long and brown. The name is different too, my name is Audrey Parker, and the woman's name is Lucy Ripley.
But now I know what is was about. I am Lucy, and I am Audrey. But who am I really? I tell people my name is Audrey Parker ex-FBI and now Haven PD. When I go into that barn I change. Who knows how many people I've been? I know I've been Sarah, Lucy, Lexi and Audrey and it's all for the people with Troubles, that's what I'm here for. I am supposed to go into that barn and disappear for twenty-seven years. But something went wrong this time, I'm back and I'm still Audrey, and I remember Lexi. The other times I didn't remember who I was before, but I remember Lexi, and I remember Audrey.
The only thing I can do now is pretend I am Lexi DeWitt, to save Nathan. He doesn't deserve what people expect me to do. I have to know Nathan first, and whilst I'm Lexi I don't so this is best for all of us.
