A/n: Hi guys,
I'm gonna try and do the Seblaine week. I'm not very happy with this one and I'm already halfway my second Seblaine week day 1- one shot. I'm not sure if it's allowed to write two stories for one day, but I don't care!
I'll be uploading the second one in an hour or something.
Summary: Blaine only wants to follow his dreams, but he doesn't realize that he's destroying Sebastian and his dreams at the same time. College is about changes, but breaking up wasn't one of the changes either of them was willing to make.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Seblaine Week Day 1: College
The Famous Record Company
"I'm sorry- I can't go on our date tonight." The minute Blaine called, Sebastian had a feeling these would be the exact words his boyfriend had to say.
It's been like this for months.
The two boys were very disappointed when they found out that they barely have any classes together this coming semester. After going to the same school and having the same classes for five years during high school, three of them as boyfriends, they'd gotten used to seeing each other and being really close to one another every day.
Now they've heard that college is a new start with lots of changes, but this was one of the few things they would have wanted to keep the same.
They share a room, but Blaine is only there to sleep at night.
"B, we had these plans for weeks." Sebastian sighed sadly. He may have expected it, but it still hurts.
"I know, Seb. And I'm really sorry, but Luke wants to-"
"Luke?" Sebastian interrupted. "Wasn't he the reason our last date was cancelled too?" He wondered, but he knew the answer already. For weeks, or even months, it's been Luke this- and Luke that-, Sebastian may not really know him, besides from seeing him a couple of times, but he already doesn't like the guy.
"Yeah... But he's very serious about this project and so am I."
Sebastian unbelievably shook his head, not believing a single word his boyfriend was telling him. "You're really that blunt, aren't you?"
"What are you talking about?"
Sebastian didn't need to see his boyfriend to know how his expression is at the moment. Confused and self conscious.
"Luke isn't very serious about your project. He's very serious about you." Sebastian heard Blaine laugh uncomfortably, like it was the most impossible situation in the world. Sebastian inhaled deeply, stopping himself from saying something that would hurt Blaine's feelings. "I'm serious, B. He's been hanging around you quite a bit and the rare moments when we can actually see each other he's always there to destroy it by walking in on us!"
"Just because he's gay doesn't mean he wants me, Sebastian. Or every other guy, as far as that counts."
"Don't you get it? You're not any other guy, B. You're you. You're Blaine Anderson. You're kind, and sweet, and you always want to help everybody. You have eyes that can make every single person fall in love with you, even straight guys. You're hot, Killer. You're the only one who can't see it."
Silence.
Sebastian wasn't sure what he'd done wrong this time, but after a silence of almost a whole minute the known beeping filled his ears again. Blaine had hang up the phone without saying goodbye.
0.0
It was Friday evening and Blaine was in the Luke's apartment. It started to become a habit. Working late in the library or in Luke's dorm. On the worst nights Blaine would even fall asleep after working on the assignment till at least four o'clock. He would apologize to Sebastian by text and most of the time he won't get a text back. He knew that their relationship wasn't going great, but right now he needed to focus on college.
Blaine wasn't interested in Luke. Well this was the case until he met his father. Turns out one of his classmates was family of one of the most famous record companies in this world.
Maybe he was using the other boy, but Luke wasn't doing much better. Ha, he used Blaine's eagerness to talk to his father, to get Blaine to talk to him. If you look at it like that, Blaine wasn't using Luke at all. He was simply taking advantage of the situation.
Not with much luck though.
"When can I finally talk to your father?" Blaine asked as he was lying on his friend's bed. They've been working on their project for a while now, but they both decided that it was perfect. "And don't tell me to be patient again. We've been doing this for months now and my boyfriend is becoming a bit impatient, which is totally understandable."
"Come on, Blaine. I'm not that bad, am I?" Blaine had to resist telling him that he's indeed that bad, but he stayed silent instead.
Their minds soon focused back on the books. Blaine was busy reading when he felt a hand on his shoulder. The soft touch slowly moved down until it was gently placed on his ass. "What are you doing?" He asked in an unusual high pitched voice.
"There is only one thing I need you to do before I'll let you talk to me father." Luke said softly. "And you're gonna listen to me, because this could end up in two total different ways. We have the most delicious sex and you become my boyfriend, you dump you stupid boyfriend and are mine for forever. Or you walk out of this room and I'll make sure to tell my father how much you suck." Blaine's eyes widened by the sudden change of Luke's mood. He expected a lot, but not this. Luke may have been a little bossy these past few weeks, but he'd never threaten him.
The hands on his ass moved to Blaine's sides and connected again low on Blaine's stomach, only a few inches away from Blaine's crotch. Without much thinking he pushed the hands away and placed his hands where Luke's hands just had been. He frowned slightly and shook his head.
"What the hell!" Blaine exclaimed loudly.
"You don't like it when someone touches you like that? Hasn't your boyfriend done anything like that before?"
"That's none of your business." Blaine looked for his stuff, but was stopped when two hands pushed him against the wall, Luke hovered over him and made it impossible for Blaine to move. "Get off me!" Blaine managed to free his hand and moved his hand until it was connected with Luke's right cheek. A smirk appeared on his lips when blood dripped down his face.
"Very impressive, Anderson. Now I need you to listen to me." Luke said as he placed his hand on Blaine's, not giving him another chance to hit him. "I wanted to give you a choice, but now I'll decide. You're gonna break up with Smythe, right now!"
"Never!" Blaine wasn't sure why he had such a big mouth, but it seemed impossible for him to shut it.
"Fine. I'll go talk to him." Blaine shockingly nodded his head. He watched closely as Luke put on some shoes and walked towards the door.
"No wait!"
"Ha! You're so predictable." Luke laughed and Blaine simply chuffed. He copied Luke's movements and when his shoes were on he walked towards Sebastian's and his room.
He had absolutely no intentions on going back.
0.0
"Sebastian! Open up!" Blaine shouted when he had been knocking on the door for almost two minutes. The fool he is had forgotten his keys this morning and he figured that Sebastian would have been there to open up. "Come on! Can't you hear me or are you ignoring me on purpose, because if it's the latter I would love an explanation!"
"You're kidding right?"
The door opened and Blaine immediately walked inside and closed the door. Sebastian was confused when the door was locked and a table was shoved in front of it.
"Blaine, what's going on?" He asked.
"Why didn't you open the freaking door?" Blaine hurriedly walked in the room, he sat down for a second but soon raised to his feet once again. "I could have died."
"Yeah right, B. Just go get some sleep."
"What? No! I have to break up with you." Sebastian's head snapped up and his eyes were wide opened.
"What?"
"No, you don't understand. I have to do it. Luke, he-"
"And again Luke is the reason for our problems. Don't you see what he's trying to do to you? What he's trying to do to us?" Sebastian shouted angrily as he walked back to his bed and laid down. He was just about to close his eyes when his boyfriend pulled the sheets off of him and threw them on the ground. "What the fuck, B!"
"I get it now, okay. Luke is an asshole and so am I." Blaine hesitantly placed his hand on Sebastian's. After a few seconds his boyfriend finally locked eyes with Blaine who was crying.
"And what made you realize that?" Sebastian asked harshly and he regretted it the moment Blaine's bottom lip thrilled slightly and a tear rolled over his cheek. "I'm sorry."
No one moved. The two of them both inspected each other carefully, soon finding out that they both weren't feeling great at all. College wasn't helping the two of them getting closer together in their relationship, but neither of them wanted to give up this easy. For weeks the two of them have done nothing else but fight. Breaking up never came up in their minds.
Sebastian led Blaine to his bed and laid down. He padded on the spot next to him, silently telling his boyfriend to lay down next to him.
"Don't be sorry, B."
"I'm- I'm scared… I don't know… I just didn't get it- not really, but now. I- Seb. His hands… They-" Blaine stopped abruptly and even though Sebastian had an idea of what the other boy it talking about, he needed to be sure.
"B? Please tell me what happened?" He asked softly.
"I don't want you to be upset." Was the answer he got when Blaine moved to lay on his side, with his back turned to Sebastian.
"Please?" Sebastian asked one more time, his hand resting on Blaine's shoulder. "I won't be upset."
"Nothing really happened, Seb. And no I don't need you to talk to Luke. He's a guy with big words, but he won't do anything."
"You're sure?" Sebastian asked one last time and when he didn't get an answer he filled it in for himself. Tomorrow he was gonna talk to Luke whether Blaine liked it or not, but for now he needed to be there for his boyfriend. And if that meant holding him close until he would fall asleep, is that totally fine with Sebastian.
A/n: I'll be uploading all my Seblaine week shit on here! I hope you guys enjoy and all keep writing, because I wanna read your stories too!
Review and tell me what you thought?
Xxx Crissingirl123
