I was sitting down at our spot. Just staring at the pathway, waiting for him but I knew he wouldn't come. Tears made its way from my eyes, streaming down to my cheeks, I felt so…. So numb. I felt so alone like everything has been taken away from me but everything has been taken from me. And I couldn't get it back, no matter how hard I tried, I knew it was impossible. Bringing me out of my thoughts I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. I didn't bother to look up because I knew who it was.
'"Giselle" the husky voice spoke
I didn't move I couldn't.
"Please, come inside" the voice spoke again
I said nothing, so to be honest I had nothing to say to Him or to anyone to say the least. I knew how the conversation would play out. When they would see me they would say I'm sorry, sorry for what I would wonder? Did they know what he was planning? Why didn't they stop him did anyone even bother? Why? Why? That was the question that kept repeating in my head, I didn't understand.
"Giselle, look at me!" he yelled. His face was stern he had never raised his voice like that to me, never. "Please" he whispered
I felt so confused! First he was being sympathetic to me then anger and the soft. I couldn't deal with all his emotions. Hell, I can't even deal with mine yet. I have to try I know he would have wanted me to be strong but I couldn't be strong.
Ten a felt two muscular arms picking me up bridal style. I was shocked but I didn't protest. Suddenly I felt tears once again falling from eyes, if I kept crying like this I wouldn't have any tears left. Maybe that would be a good thing. But for now all I could do was sob into the Pharaoh's chest. He carried me all the way to my room. He stopped to open the door, once in he made his way to the bed. He laid me down softly on my bed; he took the silk sheet to cover my body.
He placed a kiss on my head and said "Good night, Giselle." With that he left the room closing the door slowly.
I don't know how long I was awake but I just couldn't fall asleep. The tears had stop falling a while ago but it didn't help. I got up and made my way to my balcony, I had a beautiful view of the Nile. A cool breeze came making me shiver. Ignoring my goose bumps I just stared into the Nile, looking at the current peacefully. Only if life could be so peaceful I thought well I wish life was like that. But no life had to be full of pain, hurt, and agony. I was getting carried away with my thoughts to realize that my eyes were starting to get tired.
I quickly returned inside toward my warm bed. As covered myself once again, I laid downed so I was staring at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and I whispered to myself "I love you, Mahad." Without even noticing a tear came streaming down my face for the last time that night.
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