Title: Of Unsound Mind (1/?)
Pairing: Erik/Charles
Rating: NC-17
Summary: What if Charles had not been as strong in mind as everyone had hoped, Shaws death killing Charles mental strength, meaning Charles can no longer control his telepathy and is afraid of what he could do to harm those whom he loves most.
He could feel it, that horrifying cold metal pressed to his pale forehead
its not real, its not me, its not real, its not me
He chanted to himself he had to keep his wits about him, seeing Erik looking so coldy through the eyesof their target, Charles hadnt felt anything like it before, he had never felt something so horrible in his life, it was as if he could feel The mans very soul leaving his body, and what was worse, Charles could hear the unspoken words of the mans agony, moments before the cold metal had pressed to his forehead horrible desperate please were heard, only to Charles' knowledge which led him nearly to the point if giving up, letting this monster live.
Although Erik had been the one to cast the final blow, Charles had been the one to ignore his cries for mercy, Charles had been the one to hear his prayers unanswered as his last few moments filled with Emma Frost his love, and Erik this man he had risen from childhood come back to kill him, his creater.
Charles couldntbelieve the agony of the man as his soul slipped through into ablivion, Charles having no other choice than to bare it himself and feel his brain die inside himself.
Charles hadnt realized how loudly he must have been screaming until he collapsed on the ground, Shaw was dead.
Charles gripping his head in his hands as his head was filled with thoughts screaming, pondering, talking, laughing, it all came in at once, he had never been so out of control he couldnt block them out as his own thoughts were drowned in this noise of war, Charles knew what had happened, his mind was broke, he was broken.
Oh Erik, what have you done.
A/N: Its short yes but i just wanted you to get a taste of it, so you know this is going to be pretty angsty i havent written any angst in a while, i know theres a couple stories out there like this but i couldnt help myself. hope you liked it somewhat :) next part will be soon! This will be a Erik/Charles fic! That's all I write just wait til the next part!
R&R
