I've hurt myself today to see if I still feel- Hurt, Nine Inch Nails

I ran as fast as I could. My legs was going at supersonic speed, but I needed to be faster. I need to flee from the vampires that were coming up fast. I jumped from tree to tree in this damp forest, dodging the vampires with every breath, until I felt the pull.I lost my footing on the tree and fell to the forest floor. I grabbed my chest, as I got up. I haven't felt like this in a century, since he left me. My knees buckled from the pain and I growled. I turned around to see the vampires crouching waiting for my next move. My hand is still on my chest, and if I could cry, I would have from the pain. Yes, I'm in pain everyday, but never like this, not since he left me. Rain started to pour down, and lightening struck a tree. A vampire began to approach me.

"Don't come near me." I growled, getting in my crouching stance.

'This is it if I die, I'm not going out without a fight.' I thought to myself.

I had a nice life/undead life. I've loved and lost, and fought for the people I loved. I've fought everyday of my life, and I have to admit I'm getting tired of fighting. I wanted it to end. He was happy now, he doesn't need me, just life let me go.

The pain was throbbing in my chest so hard, I winced as the vampire came near me.

"Who are you?" He approached standing a couple feet from me, "Are you hurt, my leader is a doctor, he may help you?"

"I don't need your leader, I don't need anyone. I just need to get out of this territory, Now." I growled.

The stranger approached me with caution, and I saw him. My pain just throbbed more as I let out a sob. His face, his jagged battle scars, his features blasted as lightening flashed, lighting up the forest. I held my chest, and I fought ever inch with every nerve to just run and scream to the world that was my mate. Then I saw the girl behind him, she had her hand on my mate's back. I growled out of instinct, and stood up as still as I could. The memories were flashing through my brain from my human and undead past, were going so fast I was so dizzy.

"Peter told me that this was a bad idea, why didn't I listened to him.." I cursed myself. I looked down at the dirt, and just kicked it angrily almost it was the dirt's fault.

"You don't listen do you, Little One?" He said coming towards me.

"About as good as you do, Major." I snapped back, holding my chest, praying he couldn't sense I was in pain.

He came closer as the female seemed to fall back, with his steps. "I'm not going to hurt you, no one is gonna hurt you, come with me little one."

"I'll mess up your little home situation. I don't want you to be burden, Major." I said quietly, "I just wanna go back to Charlotte and Peter, even if it means that Peter will be gloating."

He came closer, standing directly in front of me. My now atrophied heart let a beat out for one moment. I was now standing in front of my mate. My heart. My major, who left me to Maria.

He held out his hand, "Come with me, please."

I felt dizzy and nausea if that's possible for a vampire, I felt it. The next thing I know I just collapsed, he caught me before I hit the ground. My old atrophied heart pounded out of my chest, as he cradled me, holding bridal style.

"I'm taking you back with me, Peter can gloat another time." He said quietly with authority.

"Jasper," I whispered.

"Hmm." He said as he began to speed back.

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to get out of wolf territory." I said quietly and lights out.

I blacked out in my mate's arms.