After the Denial
By: Light in the Darkness
Disclaimer: The characters in CCS (Cardcaptor Sakura) do not belong to me. They belong to Clamp.
Admitting the Truth:
Sakura's room 12:00 A.M - Midnight
Dear Syaoran,
I want to tell you something that I couldn't say before. The first time you told me that you loved me I was shocked. I realized that I loved you after Yukito told me he didn't like me the way I liked him. After he told me, I went to the park. I was crying on your shoulder. I was so glad you were there to comfort me. That was when I remembered all the times that you were there for me. Even when we were rivals, fighting for the Clow Cards you were always there to save me from any danger I was in. Back then, I appreciated it because you were always so kind but now I appreciate it even more. Not because you helped me but because you were so kind and patient when I was in panic mode. I noticed that you are special and that there is nobody like you and because of your kindness towards me it made me feel different.
When I'm with you I feel safe with no worries because,
You're the only person in my life.
Even when I talk to you, I still feel that little shiver
Going down my spine while all the happiness that I have with you
Goes through out my body and fills it with warmth from
Our special bond with each other
The only way this
could have happened is by…
Love.
The love I had for Yukito is not the same kind of love I have for you and only you. When I got home, every day (when you were still here in Toemeda) I had questions of fear going through my head like:
Love, what is love?
Is it good or bad?
Does it bring sorrow or happiness into someone's heart?
Is it possible for love to make you weaker or stronger than you are now?
Can someone's feelings define how strong their love is or does love have a mind of its own?
Can you fear love and happiness?
Can you fear having the feeling to trust because it might bring sadness into your life?
I think I was scared of love because people say it can be the best thing in life but what if it doesn't work? Life and love is unpredictable. Today could be the best day of your life while tomorrow can be the worst. I think the only difference between life and love is that life can be controlled by the determination you have to fulfill something but love has a mind of its own. You can't control it. When you're in love, everyone has to be strong.
I was thinking about this until I felt the presence of a Clow Card. Kero felt it too. It was The Return card. Before I captured it, you helped me because I was in trouble. Again. That was when I remembered all those questions I had in my head. When you protected me from the Clow Card, you also helped me realize that going through all the pain, happiness, and loneliness would be worth it because it would mean that I was going to be with you. So even though I was frightened to death about it I decided to tell you that I LOVE YOU!
Everyday I tried gathering up the courage to tell you but I never got the chance to because something would always happen. I want to tell you that I love you so much right now but I want to tell you in person. Please write back to me.
Love with all my heart,
Sakura Kinomoto
What do you think about it? I'm still writing more but I want to know what you think of it. I'll put the next chapter up if I get enough reviews.
By: Light in the Darkness
Disclaimer: The characters in CCS (Cardcaptor Sakura) do not belong to me. They belong to Clamp.
Admitting the Truth:
Sakura's room 12:00 A.M - Midnight
Dear Syaoran,
I want to tell you something that I couldn't say before. The first time you told me that you loved me I was shocked. I realized that I loved you after Yukito told me he didn't like me the way I liked him. After he told me, I went to the park. I was crying on your shoulder. I was so glad you were there to comfort me. That was when I remembered all the times that you were there for me. Even when we were rivals, fighting for the Clow Cards you were always there to save me from any danger I was in. Back then, I appreciated it because you were always so kind but now I appreciate it even more. Not because you helped me but because you were so kind and patient when I was in panic mode. I noticed that you are special and that there is nobody like you and because of your kindness towards me it made me feel different.
When I'm with you I feel safe with no worries because,
You're the only person in my life.
Even when I talk to you, I still feel that little shiver
Going down my spine while all the happiness that I have with you
Goes through out my body and fills it with warmth from
Our special bond with each other
The only way this
could have happened is by…
Love.
The love I had for Yukito is not the same kind of love I have for you and only you. When I got home, every day (when you were still here in Toemeda) I had questions of fear going through my head like:
Love, what is love?
Is it good or bad?
Does it bring sorrow or happiness into someone's heart?
Is it possible for love to make you weaker or stronger than you are now?
Can someone's feelings define how strong their love is or does love have a mind of its own?
Can you fear love and happiness?
Can you fear having the feeling to trust because it might bring sadness into your life?
I think I was scared of love because people say it can be the best thing in life but what if it doesn't work? Life and love is unpredictable. Today could be the best day of your life while tomorrow can be the worst. I think the only difference between life and love is that life can be controlled by the determination you have to fulfill something but love has a mind of its own. You can't control it. When you're in love, everyone has to be strong.
I was thinking about this until I felt the presence of a Clow Card. Kero felt it too. It was The Return card. Before I captured it, you helped me because I was in trouble. Again. That was when I remembered all those questions I had in my head. When you protected me from the Clow Card, you also helped me realize that going through all the pain, happiness, and loneliness would be worth it because it would mean that I was going to be with you. So even though I was frightened to death about it I decided to tell you that I LOVE YOU!
Everyday I tried gathering up the courage to tell you but I never got the chance to because something would always happen. I want to tell you that I love you so much right now but I want to tell you in person. Please write back to me.
Love with all my heart,
Sakura Kinomoto
What do you think about it? I'm still writing more but I want to know what you think of it. I'll put the next chapter up if I get enough reviews.
