Prologue
Nothing in my life went as planned. Ever. Some may think I wanted to live this way but who are They to judge me and my actions? Deep down I knew how things would end. They always end up like this. Someone always ends up in tears. Someone has to get hurt. However I was foolish enough to think it wouldn't be me. Once again, I was totally wrong. Do I regret making these mistakes? No. They helped me build who I am now, they helped me to be a better person, for myself and for my little princess, she's the only one who has ever been there for me and has not criticised my decisions, but if I listened to anyone else but myself, she wouldn't be here with me right now, and for this decision that I made, I'm grateful for whoever pushed me this way. I'm unconditionally in love with my little angel, and I thank God, everyday for letting her be the enjoyment of my life, to make this miserable World, a brighter one.
Exactly today, is 6 years since I saw his face. I haven't seen or heard from him since, he's coming out today however, his sentence is over. He's getting another chance, another shot to live a normal life again. Although I don't think I have stopped loving him. Every time I look in her eyes I see him. Every time I tell Her "I love You" I picture him. Sometimes I space out, but she seems to understand, almost. Should I tell her, or keep it a secret, either way someone will get hurt and the truth will come out anyway. Maybe he has changed after all... Maybe he's not the same person that left me... Us 6 years ago. Will he get mad at me for hiding such a big thing from him? Time will show.
