Hey Everyone, this is my first SWTCW fanfic so I hope you all like =]. Sorry if I get anything wrong or if I spelled a few things wrong…I made this story about a year ago. I just re-edited it today xD
"Where am I..?" Ahsoka asked wearily.
She was inside a dark room and it was difficult to see her surroundings. She sat up and waited for her eyes to adjust to the darkness. It took her a while to sit up since she was very sore and bruised. She was puzzled by this but decided to ignore it. Ahsoka looked to her side and saw a large object lying on the ground. She squinted her eyes and saw it was a person. Ahsoka carefully made her way over to them.
"Hello, are you okay?" she asked. The person gave no response. She crawled to the other side to see the persons face. The person was male and only had on a sleeveless shirt, pants and boots. Ahsoka turned to see that his coat and belt was thrown over to the side. "Hello? Are you alright?" she asked shaking the person a little. Then Ahsoka came to a realization. That messy brown hair, the cream colored skin...
"Lux!" Ahsoka cried. It was indeed Lux and he seemed to be unconscious. "Lux, wake up! Please!" She cried shaking him furiously. Lux didn't stir. She then scooted beside him and made him lean against her shoulder. "This is all my fault." She said sadly. She looked at him and saw that he was badly bruised and cut. Ahsoka felt her eyes water up. She couldn't bare to see him hurt like that. "Lux...I'm so sorry Lux" She said grabbing on to his arm. Ahsoka couldn't control her tears anymore and they started to fall down her cheeks. "Its all my fault..." she whispered.
Just then, the door across the room opened loudly and Dooku appeared. Ahsoka looked up shocked and tighten her grip on Lux. "Hello Ahsoka. I see you found you friend." Dooku said with a nasty smirk.
"Leave him alone Dooku. You've done enough!" Ahsoka defended and stood up in front of Lux. She felt the pain shoot back up in her body but she ignored it.
"Ah, defending for the one you love...pathetic. He'll be dead by tomorrow." Dooku said coldly.
Ahsoka started to fill up with rage, sadness and hate. "But no worries Jedi, you will be soon joining him." Dooku said and with the raise of his hand, two torture droids arrived carrying giant electric shockers.
Ahsoka's eyes widened. Man she hated those things. Much worse than shock collars.
"Kill her" Dooku commanded and the droids started to come closer to Ahsoka.
She tried to think of a way to escape but she was out numbered and Dooku blocked the entrance. Ahsoka stood her ground to show that she wasn't scared but she got more and more nervous as the droids closed in on her. The moment the shocker came in contact with her skin, she felt the numerous electric bolts surge throughout her whole body and it made her scream in surprise and pain. It felt as if millions of fire ants were crawling in her veins or as if she was stung by thousands of large wasps all at the same time. They stopped and she had to catch her breath because she was breathing so hard.
"Set it up higher." Dooku said.
The droids followed orders and turned up the notches of the shockers. Ahsoka was shocked again and it felt even more painful than last time. It made her scream even louder. Was that me screaming like that? Ahsoka asked in her head. She collapsed to the ground, stunned. She couldn't feel her body and she was slowly losing consciousness.
"Set it up higher!" Dooku shouted angrily.
The droids followed commands and turned up the shockers higher. Ahsoka was once again shocked and it hurt five times as worse than last time. She screamed a final time until the droids stopped. She was exhausted and in a huge amount of pain.
"That'll be enough. Leave her." Dooku said with his back turned and left the room.
The droids followed and left Ahsoka alone in complete darkness. It was really hard for her to breath and she struggled to keep her eyes opened. She dragged herself to Lux and laid next to him. Her vision started to get worse and all the things she could see, were getting blurry. Her throat was hurting because of her screaming and she felt her voice grow hoarse.
Stay strong...I just have to stay strong she said in her head. Ahsoka laid in agony for what seemed like days until she heard the familiar voice of her master.
"Ahsoka! Stay with me!" Anakin shouted but he sounded like he was miles away. He shook her shoulders but she didn't feel it. Ahsoka could barely make out his face because her vision got so bad. Every second that passed made it harder for Ahsoka to keep her eyes open.
"Ahsoka please stay with me! Keep your eyes open!" Anakin cried. Then Ahsoka saw a faint blur of someone else kneeling beside him. "Obi-Wan call for help! She's losing consciousness..." She heard Anakin say to the blur now identified as Obi-Wan.
"M-Master..." Ahsoka said barley above a whisper. Anakin quickly turned back towards her.
"Ahsoka! Obi-Wan is calling for help so try to stay awake." Anakin said. Ahsoka didn't respond. She was extremely exhausted and she just wanted to go to sleep. She didn't even need her bed. By now her vision just showed blobs of color and they were starting to fade away.
"Ahsoka...?Ahsoka!" Was the last thing she heard before she passed out.
Ahsoka opened her eyes and screamed then quickly sat up. She blinked furiously and soon realized she was in her room. Her covers were lying on the ground suggesting that she kicked them off in her sleep. She was sweating and breathing hard.
"Just a dream..." Ahsoka said quietly.
"Ahsoka! Are you alright? What's going on..." Anakin suddenly said barging in her room with his lightsaber pointing in her direction.
"Nothing master, I'm fine" Ahsoka said giggling at his overprotective behavior.
"I heard you scream. And I sense your uneasy. Now tell me what's wrong." Anakin said retracting his lightsaber and looked around one final time, and then to her. She frowned. Did he always have to be in the know of everything?
"I'm fine. I just had a small nightmare but it was nothing." Ahsoka said.
Anakin crossed his arms. "A nightmare? I'm sure it was more than nothing...it could have been a vision." he said.
"Well I don't think so" Ahsoka said. This didn't seem to satisfy Anakin. Ahsoka sighed and looked at the ground. "Well it could have been a vision but I don't think it was... I mean I was at a place that I wasn't familiar with and Dooku was there but we haven't seen him since Mandalore" Ahsoka said not bothering to tell him about her getting emotional over Lux.
"Well if you say so. But don't think I'm letting you off the hook!" Anakin said pointing a finger at her.
Ahsoka rolled her eyes but smiled. She noticed how tired he looked with his brown hair all messy and his night clothes all wrinkled.
"That's a good look for you" Ahsoka told him.
Anakin seemed puzzled and looked down realizing his messy attire. "Same to you" Anakin said as he saw that Ahsoka's own night clothes were wrinkled.
"Thanks, I learned from the best" Ahsoka said with a toothy grin. Anakin smirked at her.
"Alright go back to sleep Ahsoka." Anakin said and held his hand on her door handle.
"Okay. Goodnight." Ahsoka said grabbing her covers and pulled them up to her chin. He slowly closed the door and Ahsoka was left alone in her quiet room. I have nothing to worry about, I mean it was just a nightmare right? Ahsoka asked herself.
But she's had nightmares before and they turned out to be visions. It was those visions that helped her save Padme from Aurra Sing. But they couldn't be visions. They haven't received any missions yet, she didn't recognize the place and Lux was there. Last time she saw him was in Onderon...which was weeks ago. Ahsoka's thoughts slowly started to drift as she thought about Lux. She remembered the time on Mandalore, when she had saved him from getting killed by those droids and how they ended being caught by deathwatch. Luckily they had escaped. She thought about the time when he was inside the escape pod. She remembered thinking wither to be angry or sad at him. She remembered looking into those dark green eyes and noticing how his brown hair fell perfectly in place. But one thing Ahsoka would never forget was that kiss they shared on Mandalore.
Sure it was a fake one meant to cover up my objections of death watch but a kiss was a kiss. Ahsoka thought in her head. And it was my first one too! Well on the mouth anyway...Ahsoka added and sighed, laying now on her side. Those soft kissable lips...Ahsoka nearly slapped herself both mentally and physically.
"What's wrong with me? Having any form of attachments with someone is strictly against the Jedi code!" Ahsoka said silently, scolding herself.
She had a secret attachment with Anakin but it was in a more brotherly and sisterly way. She also had the attachment with Plo koon which was similar to Anakin's but more in a father/daughter way. But with Lux it was a different attachment, a different feeling, one she had never felt before. Ahsoka turned to lay on her back as the weird feelings took over her mind. Could she have possibly develop feelings for Lux Bonteri? Ahsoka shook her head. No, of course not! She only saw him as a really good friend...But even now she knew she was lying to herself. Even since she first meet Lux, she couldn't get him out of her mind. Sure he was stubborn sometimes but only because he was speaking out against what he believed in. Even if it had meant that he once believed the death watch were good people and killing Dooku would solve all his problems... But his behavior had reminded her of herself. They both fought for the things they loved, had similar personalities and both are naïve at times. She suddenly wished she could see him again. Ahsoka shook her head again and sighed.
It doesn't matter anyway, he doesn't feel the same…
After what happened on Onderon, she was forced to ignore her feelings and had to proceed on with the mission. She couldn't believe how close he and Steela got. She even admitted that it made her feel jealous. Ahsoka would have never guess their feelings towards each other. Even after Steela gave him a kiss, she still didn't want to believe it. She even joked with Lux about it, congratulating him. She knew he felt surprised, happy and shocked all at the same time. But she, instead, felt hurt. Seeing someone you like a whole lot with someone else is heart breaking. Even if you weren't with the person in the first place. Ahsoka yawned and shook the thoughts away. Her mind had gotten so carried away that she forgot what she was thinking about in the first place. I hope he's okay... Ahsoka thought lastly before she fell asleep with her mind still buzzing with thoughts.
Well that's the end of the first chapter. Did you like? Review! Stay tuned for Chapter 2. Pce =]
