Chapter one :
Maura's magic shower :
Today was a beautiful saturday and after a particularly emotionally exhausting week Jane and Maura decided to blow off some steam by going on a run in the park situated right next to Maura's house.
"Man, feels good to be home. I'm the Detective that's supposed to be fit and you're supposed to be the lab geek who resents exercising but I have to admit that you sometimes impress me Doctor Isles." Jane mumbled trying to catch her breath as she followed Maura inside her house.
"Thank you for the compliment Jane. I think you and I are the living proofs that stereotypes are often inaccurate but if it makes you feel any better you are in great shape Jane." For the past couple of hours Maura had literally dragged Jane on her favorite jogging route forcing herself to slow down her usual pace to allow her friend to be able to follow her. Despite being in fantastic shape Jane had sometimes trouble engage in long length exercises unlike Maura who thanks to her yoga training had mastered the art of controlling her breathing and adjusting it according to the intensity of the effort.
"Thank you for…flattering my bruised ego. Do you mind if I hit the shower now? I really need to put some fresh clothes on." Jane asked grabbing her gym bag containing her change of clothes as she could literally feel drops of sweat streaming between her breasts.
"Look at you all eager to try my new italian shower." Maura mocked giving Jane a quick smirk .
"No…I'm just all sweaty and smelly and yeah I'm kinda curious. You have been bragging about how spacious it is and how fantastic the multi pressure head is and how it was totally worth the two grands you spent on it."
"Yes, I do believe it's money well invested. After a long day of work I enjoy taking a long warm shower using the multiple pressure head to massage my shoulders changing the adjusting the pressure depending on how tensed my muscles are. Trust me, it's going to be a life changing experience for you Jane."
"Alright then, are you sure you don't wanna go first?"
"I'm going to use the one in the guest house, don't worry about it. Enjoy yourself." Maura smiled giving Jane a quick encouraging pat on her shoulder.
A few minutes later and after making sure that she hadn't dropped any dirty clothes were lying on the floor as not to upset Maura and her almost anal taste for order Jane finally stepped into Maura's gigantic new italian shower.
"The marble does feel nice ." Stepping the shower looking around her Jane was amazed by how shiny and warm the marble felt under her feet and then realized that this shower probably cost more than the entire furniture in her apartment.
Slowly turning the hot water on allowing the water to stream on her tensed body Jane closed her eyes and started to rub the soap that was on the small display in front of her to wash herself up starting with her shoulders. She then continued to rub the small soap letting it caress every inch of her body : her breasts,arm pits, her toned belly all the way down to her folds.
Spreading her legs as she gently started to stroke her inner thighs Jane suddenly started to shiver as she felt the water gently tickling her nipples.
"Mmmm she was right, it does feel good." Grabbing the shower head and turning the handle to try to find the perfect pressure Jane started to feel more relaxed, forced to admit that Maura was right.
Once she found the perfect pressure Jane oriented the head of the shower directly on her breast causing her nipples to erect instantly.
"Oh boy." Rolling her eyes as she felt her arousal rising between her legs and her clitoris pulsing Jane started to understand why Maura had installed that shower and she was determined to enjoy the full experience.
Slowly guiding the shower head towards her widely spread legs Jane immediately felt a violent wave of pleasure running through her entire body as she felt the warm water literally attacking her clitoris. Reaching for the wall for support Jane continued to stimulate her clitoris keeping the head of the shower a few inches from her entrance. Slowly moving her hips back and forth in small and very slow thrusts Jane could fell the warmth streaming down her legs.
She had taken hundreds of post work out showers and had often used the pressure of the dripping water to relax her tensed or bruised muscles but it was the first time she had used a shower head for that purpose.
"Oh fuck…" Jane panted feeling her inner muscles tightening into mini waves of pleasure.
Realizing she had been in that shower for over ten minutes which was unusual for her Jane in a attempt to avoid rising suspicion decided to increase pressure level directly pressing it against her swollen clit.
"OHhhhh Fuckkkkk." As the shower head was now sending maximum pressure it only took a few seconds for Jane to feel her inner muscles tightening in a intense, mind blowing orgasm and for her toes to curl.
Feeling the wave of pleasure running through her entire body Jane tried to keep her eyes opened as not to fall but she couldn't : her vision was blurry, her legs were shaking and because the walls of the shower were particularly wet she could barely lean against them for support.
Slowly calming herself down after this intense orgasm that seemed to have lasted an hour Jane quickly rinsed herself clean fidgeting as the water stroke her still swollen clitoris and dripping inner thighs.
"Damn, that was good. I better go back to Maura before she starts to suspect anything. " Jane said to herself shaking her head trying to put herself back together before joining her friend.
A few minutes after cleaning behind her and jumping into a pair of comfortable jean and an old BPD t-shirt Jane left the bathroom closing the door behind her trying to act as natural as possible knowing Maura was an expert in the art of reading facial expression.
"You're finally back." Standing in the middle of her kitchen making some coffee Maura looked gorgeous wearing comfortable clothes and a pony tail.
"Mmmm, Yeah that shower is kinda hard to use at first. " Jane replied biting the inside of her cheek as she sat at the kitchen counter trying to avoid eye contact.
"Well I trusted you to figure it out and by the smile on your face I see you enjoyed the full experience." Sitting next to her Maura could see Jane was struggling to hide that satisfied smirk that was burning her lips and immediately knew that Jane had made good use of the expensive shower.
"What? No! What are you talking about?" Jane hissed her voice slightly higher than her usual deep and suave pitch.
"Oh Jane, please. You have the same look on your face I had after I tried it for the first time. You have nothing to be ashamed about self pleasuring is a very healthy way of releasing pressure and exploring your body." Maura replied clenching her teeth as not to laugh.
"Oh please kill me now. I swear I didn't mean it, it just happened. I started testing the various pressure levels and…" Covering her face with both hands before burying in her arms that were crossed on the kitchen counter Jane started to feel the embarrassment invading her entire body and her face turning red.
"Come on Jane. It's me, you don't have anything to be embarrassed about. I'm glad you enjoyed yourself but just out of curiosity have ever pleasured yourself in the shower before?" Slightly rubbing Jane's forearm Maura couldn't help but being curious about that aspect of Jane's life.
Both women shared almost everything but when it came to their personal needs Maura was the only one willing to share but today she was decided to push Jane's buttons until she get the answers that had been tickling her mind ever since they became friends.
"Why are you doing this to me?" Jane squealed jumping of the stool she was sitting on before walking towards the couch.
Sitting down her head between her legs Jane had a feeling that she wouldn't be able to get away that easily this time. Maura had been trying to get information about her sex life since they first met and she had always been able to dodge her questions but knew she wouldn't be able to this time.
"I'm sorry Jane. I didn't mean to pray or to be insensitive. I just…You and I share everything. I shared my childhood memories and feelings of abandonment with you and that fear I have that I could not fight the genetic predisposition to crime that seems to run in my family and you confided in me about Hoyt. I think those were very intimate issues, more intimate and embarrassing to admit than masturbation. That's why I don't understand your reluctance to talk about it." Sitting next to her holding her cup of coffee Maura despite knowing Jane better than she knew herself could not comprehend what was keeping her from sharing that part of her life with her.
For a long time Maura had been patient with Jane, she even didn't talk about sex that much when they first started to be friends. She knew that after being taken by Hoyt the last thing Jane wanted or needed was to share that aspect of her life. So for months Maura patiently tried to earn Jane's trust and they developed a strong and unique bond. When she started to feel that Jane was comfortable she started to mention her dates progressively divulging more details hoping that Jane would if not share her sexual desires or tastes would at least talk about the romantic aspects of her relationships with men. Unfortunately Jane never shared anything with her and could sit for hours listening to her talking about her wild nights, nodding without reciprocating at all.
After several years of sharing Maura could feel that Jane wasn't embarrassed by her details tales anymore and had trouble to comprehend her reluctance to share and was determined to get to the bottom of the problem, right here, right now.
"I agree, talking Hoyt and my nightmares is very intimate and you know you're the only one I confide about that. Masturbation is just…I'm not getting away this time am I?" Jane chuckled looking at Maura as she cracked her knuckles of her left hand one by one.
"Jane, you know I would never force you to do or talk about something if you don't want to and I honestly don't think I could." Sliding closer to Jane her hand on her right thighs Maura could read the embarrassment on her friend's face and started to think that she might have been pushing her a little too hard.
"It's alright. I'm not fifteen anymore. Sex is nothing to be ashamed of or in my case lack of sex." Forcing herself to smile feeling Maura's hand slightly squeezing her thigh Jane took a minute to consider what she was going to say next. She knew Maura would analyze every single word and didn't want her to get the wrong idea. " To answer your question, I don't masturbate in the shower, you know me I never spend more than 10 minutes inside except when I wash my hair. But I can from time to time and just like everybody else find myself in bed pleasuring myself. It's not because I feel horny or anything but sometimes I just need to feel something different than the way I usually feel but it doesn't happen that often."
"I agree, self pleasuring can be a perfect get away without the trouble of having to satisfy a potential partner but may I ask why you don't do it often? I mean with our line of work escaping from the horrors we see every day seems important." Maura asked finally feeling that Jane was slowly coming out off her shell.
"Actually it's because of what we see everyday that I don't do it often. When I close my eyes I just see dead bodies, blood, gun shots or stab wounds. I'm not as good as you are when it comes to compartmentalize ." Letting the words slip out of her mouth Jane started to slowly feel more comfortable and realized that Maura was right. This was certainly more natural than talking about Hoyt or her nightmares .
"Well have you tried to fantasize, to picture a particular situation you once experienced or would like to experience that would make it easier for you to get your mind off work?"
"I tried but I don't have enough imagination or memorable past experiences that I could use to fantasize about. What do you think about?" Now that Jane felt more comfortable she was also determined to get some information from Maura. Despite sharing her multiple one night stand tales with her Maura never mentioned anything about her masturbation habits.
"You." The three letters slipped out of Maura's mouth without any possibility for her to filter them but she strangely didn't try to correct herself. She was being sincere and had no issues admitting it and was tired of holding that information.
"Me?What, wait…What? Really?" Hearing Maura saying those three letters as naturally as she would have gave her the time of the day Jane almost chocked on her saliva. Had she heard correctly? Did Maura just confess thinking about her while pleasuring herself?
"Yes, I often find myself thinking about you. I think you were right when you mentioned that you could masturbate while remembering certain events that you enjoyed in the past but in my case it doesn't really work. A lot of people, male or female fantasy about having sex with celebrities because the idea of getting something you know you're never even going to experience is extremely stimulating and I think there is no one I consider being out of my reach more than you." Sitting their analyzing Jane's body language Maura wasn't scared that she might storm of or that confession might destroy their friendship. She was telling the truth and she was convinced that being sincere especially in this situation was always the best solution.
"I don't know what to say Maura. I always thought you were the kind of woman to fantasize about Brad Pitt or Johnny Depp. What do you exactly fantasize about?" Not taking Maura seriously for a minute Jane despite knowing Maura could not lie had trouble believe that of all the people in the world Maura would chose to fantasize about her, the blue collar italian detective that had more scars on her body than any other cop and whose voice she considered to be less than attractive..
"How about I show you instead of telling you?" Standing up taking a deep breath as she gently grab Jane's hand Maura was determined to take things further this time.
For years the sexual tension has been consuming her, for years she had spent hours pleasuring herself picturing Jane kissing her, touching her, making love to her and she didn't want to fantasize anymore. She wanted things to be real, she needed to feel Jane's naked body against her, to feel her tongue tickling her nipples, to hear her breathing in her ears.
She knew that Jane felt the same way, that the sexual attraction and romantics feelings were going both ways and was determined to bring all her fantasies to life and to finally find out if Jane was as passionate,restless and selfless as she was in her dreams.
Alright guys…A quick idea I got when I was in the shower…No I wasn't doing what Jane was doing !lol.
If you're interested I will post a follow up chapter. Will Jane reject Maura or act or her feelings?
