This is actually an old story I wrote under a different thing... but I'll give it a try here.
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Chapter 1 – You Say I'm Crazy
Once their desire was a living entity all on its on, strong enough to burn a hole through a steel door. Strong enough to catch water on fire. A passion which ran so so deep it would last forever. A lust so filthy and made of the worse garbage, cloaked with so much sin that the bottom feeders and maggots avoided it. It was a secret that was so heavy it could bring down the stars.
Their love was a festering sore that puffed and oozed sickness. Infected. No good. Bad. Wrong. Their love was unhealthy and dangerous. An ugly beast that hung in the shadows and stalked weakened minds and broken hearts. It grew, the beast that fed off their misdeeds, grew and grew, soon it would be all it ever was.
Naruto ran a hand over his face. She was late. She was always late recently. Was it no longer important to her? Maybe she was pulling away. An humorless smile took his lips. Good. He thought, what they had... what they did... it wasn't healthy anyway. He grew tired. So tired of his falsehoods. So tired of being so... filthy.
Heavy pounding on his bedroom door told him she had arrived. He turned back to his computer logging out with a couple of clicks. He was sick of searching the internet for ways he could solve his problem anyway. No help, he was beyond saving. Both of them were. They were in too deep. He didn't bother answering her unspoken request to enter. She would anyway. Instead he brought up a pair of ear phones hanging off of his computer chair and placed them over his ears.
They were pulled gently away from his ears gently a few moments later, warm fingers sliding through his messy blonde hair. "I like this song," She whispered softly, "It speaks to me."
He could see her in the reflection in his now dark monitor. There was no music playing.
She turned him around to face her with a hand on the back of the chair, she frowned softly. An expression he wished she wouldn't give him. An expression he was never given when they were outside of this bedroom. It had once been a good thing… He thought it was special. He thought what they had was special. She had looks on for him.
"Are you alright?" She asked leaf green eyes serious and concerned. He hated it. How she could switch from loving him to not loving him. How easy it was for her.
"I'm fine," He announced with a shrug, "I'm a little tired." He looked at his watch. "It's already three and I have that test and track practice." Her lips pulled into a pout, one he would have once wanted nothing more then to kiss away. A part of him still did.
"We could talk," She offered sitting on his bed, "we don't have to do anything more."
He wanted her to leave. That's what Naruto wanted. What could they possibly talk about? Their deal was simple and straight forward. He fucked her and she gave him money. His left hand balled into a fist.
"You used to talk to me all the time," She quietly reminded, her green eyes peering into his blue ones. He looked away.
Yes he had, at the beginning. Over three years ago, when everything was new and easy and they were fourteen years old and curious, he had talked all the time. He had blindly loved, her thinking she was even possible to love.
"You're not paying me to talk." As soon as the words left his mouth he could tell it hurt her. Her light brows furrowed, her lips pulled down at the ends, beautiful green eyes darkened. He didn't want to apologize. And instead, he rose from his seat and kissed her hard, a long and deep, hungry, pulling a moan from her lips. He gently pulled his earphones off her head, setting them on his desk before he gently pushed her onto his bed.
His lips attacked her neck with heavy kisses attacking all the right spots, all of her spots. He was an expert at this when it came to her body. He was an expert when it came to Sakura Haruno. His long fingers began unbuttoning her blouse. His body pressed into her, in-between her legs. She bucked against him. Always so eager, he thought numbly.
"I thought you were tired?" She quietly panted, her arms wrapped around his neck.
He didn't answer. He hated talking to her. "Naruto," she moaned, his stomach ached.
This deal had been made over three years ago. The first time they had sex over three years ago when they both had been too young for it, to young to understand. Their first time had been innocent and a mistake, beginning because of curious hands and kisses. Not like all the times after that. He had needed the money and she needed the comfort back then. A deal was struck and it has been going on for years. A dirty little secret it was. She was the reason he was able to attended he was able to attend Konoha Academy, her money. She was the reason his mother's debts and hospital bills were paid. She was the reason he hadn't gone hungry. He was so thankful. Now? Now it was all just so heavy.
He was tired of constantly lying to his friends, smiling in Sasuke's face as he fucked his girl, even though honestly she had been his girl first. He had been there long before the Uchiha. He had loved her first. But he was tired of the constant play they were constantly performing.
Sakura made a soft noise as he entered her. Her whole body quaked. Her fingers dug into his back, she moaned his name. It was wrong. It had always been wrong, but she continued to do it. Naruto has a dick of a God and he certainly understands how to use it. They fit together perfectly. She was happy it was hard to tell with him, how good he was. It made him all hers. He is the only guy that could ever truly satisfy her. She felt bad about all the lying and sneaking but she needed Naruto. His hands set her body ablaze. The thought of him and what he could do made her... weak.
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Naruto woke the next day abruptly, his head shot up and looked to his side finding Sakura gone. She always left like that. Always gone. The boy got from bed and searched around for his underwear, finding them he looked for a clean pair and headed out of his bedroom and down the hall to the shower. He washed for a long time, as if the water would wash away his filth. He walked into his kitchen finding his mother, his adopted mother rather, over their stove; trying to cook again. He awkwardly stood in the open doorway, unsure if saving himself from having to try something the woman cooked was best. But Tsunade was out of bed for the first time in four days, he would do anything to keep her mood high, even if that meant choking on her meal down. He walked over to the fridge and poured himself some juice. Remembering how he had bought the juice and with whose money he swallowed with sudden difficulty with bitter gulp. He quickly poured out the rest.
"Naruto," his mother glared at him hotly, although it certainly lacked a fire he could remember from his early childhood, back when he had a father and she had a husband. "What in the hell is wrong with you? Pouring out a whole glass of perfectly fi-"
He kissed her on the cheek and grinned as best he could, interrupting her, "Sorry. I'm happy you're feeling better." She had showered. He couldn't even smell any booze lifting off of her as he normally would.
She smiled at her son her anger fading, but a shadow of guilt had darkened her golden eyes.
"You've been up for a while, huh?" He asked taking in her new clean clothes. His mother nodded tiredly.
"Yeah..." She looked down. She glanced quickly at the liquor cabinet on the other side of their kitchen. Naruto's insides sunk despite telling himself how to get over it already. "Do you want any breakfast?"
Insides whirling, chest tight, Naruto shook his head with a forced smile. "Can you wrap it up for me? I forgot I have to return something to Sasuke." The woman also forced a smile and nodded.
He then left for school.
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Naruto yawned and shoved his books into his green locker. "D-Did you not get enough sleep last night, Naruto-kun?" Hinata asked him, hands clasped behind her back, smiling shyly at him as he made his way toward her, Ino and Shikamaru as they sat on the golden steps of Konoha Academy.
"No! Can you believe it? I was working on my homework all night." He lied easily with a big sheepish grin, scratching his neck. "It was horrible," his shoulders sagged and looked dejected, "you'll have to help me next time, Hinata-chan."
The lavender eyed girl instantly blushed.
"What homework?" Hinata asked giggling nervously.
Naruto gave her a grin and a shrug. "What are you doing, Shikamaru?" Naruto smoothly asked his friend, avoiding Hinata's question.
"Making up plays," Ino's name had suddenly become Shikamaru, "Asuma-sensei is making him." She looked annoyed. Shikamaru only sighed.
Sasuke and Sakura made their way over to the group. Sakura sipped on a bottle of water and barely glanced at Naruto as she greeted her friends.
"Hey guys what's up?" Sakura asked looking around the group.
Naruto yawned again.
"You should do your homework sooner if you're going to be sleepy." Hinata whispered in concern.
"How long did you stay up?" Ino asked.
Naruto shrugged, " until around five."
"What type of homework had you up that late, idiot?" Sasuke asked with a small smiled
Naruto shrugged. "I don't remember." He didn't feel like coming up with a better lie then that. "See you guys around." He walked away.
"Naruto's been acting really weird lately." Ino announced with a thoughtful expression getting all of their attentions. Sakura rolled her eyes.
"Yeah, I've been noticing that too." Shikamaru added. "He has been really distant lately. He hasn't even pulled a prank in what... a week? Not that I'm complaining." He lazily shrugged.
"I wonder why." The blonde looked around at her friends all of them shrugged except Sakura. "Do you, Sakura?"
Sakura glared at her. "Why would I have any idea about what's going on with Naruto, Ino-pig?"
Ino glared back, "I'm only asking sorry, forehead, you don't have to overreact."
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Naruto had just left lunch and was on his way to his next class when he was pulled into a janitor's closet without warning.
"What in th-"His words faded when he saw Sakura standing before him. He frowned. This wasn't right. Sakura should not be acting like they had something going on in school. School Sakura and bedroom Sakura were different people just like Naruto in school was different from the one she had in bed.
"What's going on Sakura?" He whispered harshly. He hoped no one had seen him come in.
"Are you alright?" She asked. Her hands, small and cold rested on his neck softly. "Everyone is noticing something is up with you." He quickly removed her hand from him. Her voice held a softer tone to it. One never used on him in public. He gritted his aching teeth. The tone only meant for when they did dirty deeds under the covers.
He hated it. "Yeah, I'm fine." He reached for the door.
"Wait," She called voice tiny. He didn't turn around but he waited. "I might be late tonight. I have a date with Sasuke."
Naruto clenched his teeth. He opened the door and walked out.
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