Author Note= this is my first ever and I mean EVER fanfic about anything so hope yall like it PM me if you got ideas of wear it should go or juts to say hay!
TRIGGER WARNING! Self-harm
DISCLAIMERS = i don't own none of this stuff well sept the character"Nicholas" the other stuff belongs to disney and what not so :D that is
Chapter 1 "old wounds, new scars"
Pushing open the door to my 2 room apartment after a grueling shift at the bristle, sometimes being the go to guy on a slam day sucks some time. Nudging the door shut "Hey, I'm home and I got dinner!" alas the joyful holler was answer by only silence.
Sliding the food into the fridge with a grin, pulling a note off the door as it swung closed "Nick leaving with Rapunzel don't forget to feed Olaf! Loves and bugs Anna 3" chuckling as I walk down the hall to my room tossing the knife bag into it along with my shoes socks and shirt tiss my dam house and I think its tome to be nakedish. Knocking on Elsa / Anna's door it swings open reviling a rather unusual site the closed half empty with hangers strewn across the floor causing me to raise an eyebrow turning to their dresser witch is also in a state is disaster its drawer's open hap hardly half empty like its companion.
"Elsa.." I start to call as the only light source in the dark hall catches mine eye, coming from the bathroom shrugging as I turn towards it with careful steps "Elsa yo.." pushing the door open further to revile the platinum haired women in question all but naked save for her under wear slumped over the edge of the Tub left arm extended over it with long raged cuts up its length blood dripping from it wounds still fresh enough to bleed eyes widening as I take in the horrific sense as they snap to the black obsidian blade how did she find that? Held limply in her right hand coted in her all to precious blood "Oh My god Elsa what the fuk.." ranching a towel of its hook my knee's meet tile throwing hurriedly but gently over her arm wrapping it tightly over the cuts and scars "Elsa ELSA!" looking at her to pale face with no response turning wildly to the sink all but ripping the tiny door off in my hast to get at the fully stocked first aid kit.
Some days it seems a little "over" stocked being the son of a Registered Nurse has it perks
Throwing open its lid to pull out the rubbing alcohol. Ripping its lid off with my teeth and poring it over the towel to hopefully help clean the raged cuts a little bit as a Cry of pain rips my heart in two as Elsa writhes under my arm's wildly flinger her arms about "el…" words lost to her as a blade cuts into my right forearm trying to hold her still with wince of pain dumbass why didn't yo take that from her.. Throw gritted teeth "Elsa it's me nick I'm here! Your safe now!" tears now sliding down her lightly freckled checks looking up at me throw blood shot eye's what happened to her to make her cry so much? "An-Anna Do-Don't g-go Plea.." her low whisper I would not have heard if I hadn't been so close to her that trails off into nothing ness.
"Come on, here we go Elsa let's get you into my bed shale we?" scooping her up bridle style and walking to down the hall to the first door in the short hallway still open from use not but moments before I found the girl.
Entering the smallish room to set her on the smallish bed smallish? Fuk the thing was longer than most beds and had to be custom order along with the dam bed frame granted when you 6foot 6inch theirs not much I could do to get a good bed smiling to myself as I laid Elsa on the bed and tucked her in with my big blanket that I'd had for years since I was a kid. "fuk a duck" looking down at my wounded arm to see a trail of blood leading back throw the hall to the bathroom wear Elsa had cut me accidently with my family knife of all things "well I have definitely had worse" nodding to myself as I traced the scar on my neck absentmindedly. Stepping quietly out of the room but not closing the door in case she woke up in a fit or something, with a deep sigh "now to wash away your guilt my dear Elsa, and patch myself up to boot" with a sad smile as I pulled the gallon of bleach out of the closet the only reason I have this Is because of you Elsa stepping into the bloody mess that is now the bathroom I pick up the alcohol and move to stand over the tub fuk this is guna hurt gritting my teeth as the liquid poor's from the bottle and bits into my wounded arm "fuking fuka" I hiss the words throw my teeth with utter annoyance more than in pain. Looking down at the bandage job on my arm "goddam mom I think I finally got the perfect wrap, but you'da killed me for how I got hurt tho.." wiping a tear from my eye's more from the stench and sting of bleach than in sadness for that time had passed long ago, dropping to my knees in front of the tub to start the tediousness of washing the guilt and hurt away as the night grew ever older]
{no idea how to make the line thing so hear is time passing}
Looking up at the celling of my room, listening to the gentle breathing of the girl fast asleep upon my bed "oh my dear Elsa …why" wiping another tear away from my wet eye's BUZZZ "the hell phone its like…" squinting up at the clock in the darkness its red glow one of few sources of light in the room it read 4:08am "4am why you buzz HuH!" wiping it out of my pants pocket with the flick of my index finger to see who had bothered me at this unreally hour.
"hey you :c"
It was Anna, Elsa's little sister and to the few and trusted people that got close to them her lover and only true love
"Hey snow flake :D"
Sighing as almost the second I hit send the phone lit up with a BUZZZ
"is Elsa ok? We had a bit of an argument before I left with Rapunzel :'c"
Sitting up to see Elsa's still sleeping form chest rising and falling in a slow rithem "you had more of a catastrophic event than an argument" I wisped to her with a frown
"she is asleep she had been a little sick when I got home but all is well don't fret my little snow flake :D"
That's a dirty lie you fucker and your totally covering for ELSA AGAIN! JUST LIKE LAST TIME YOU FUKING IDEOT
Looking down at that thought to the silver lines that run up and down my arm set rippling by the moon light that is coming throw the small window on the wall behind me.
"Ok thanks for looking after her nick it means so much to me that you are there for her! :D"
Grinning at the message "oh Elsa…What are we going to do about all of this?" looking upon her with a loving expression as I notice little stains of red in her long braided platinum hair shit she musta ben cutting pretty fast to get blood in her hair "s-sorry" she rasps slowly her voice hoarse from I can only guess crying after Anna left and the pain of her arm "Hey, Hey elsy' you scarred the shit out of me little lady" tuning to face her fully sliding my hand into her right hand kissing it with silent tears running down my cheeks like that of a stream coming down the mountain's "s-sorry N-Nick I couldn't fight it…" looking at her hastily wrapped arm "it its all right Elsa I got hear in time to get you all cleaned up" gasping throw a sob pressing her knuckles to my forehead "Anna texted me and I told her you had been a little sick she doesn't know" shaking my head slowing against her soft skin "Tha-Thank y-you" she whispers as sleep takes her back into its calming embrace "get some sleep Elsa" kissing her hand and laying on her chest.
